Wednesday, November 11, 2009

I Miss You, Auntie. <3

The Anniversary Of My Favorite Aunts Death Just Passed A Couple Days Ago. & Every Since Then She Been On My Mind. My Little Cousin, Jordan, Confessed That When He Witnessed His Dad Get Married To His Current Stepmom, He Sensed That He Was Going To Have A Bad Life From Then On, & He Wished His Mom Had Never Died. & That Mad Me Sad & Pissed Me Off To The Fullest, Because Then I Started Thinking About How Bad My Aunts Husband Would Treat Her. She Died Of Cancer. & He Would Do Things Like Smoke & Shit Around Her, Or Something Else, Knowing Damn Well That Was Only Making Her Illness Worse. & Look Where It Got Her. She Dead And Gone Now. No Coming Back. He Never Really Respected Her. & I Hate How He Treat My Lil Cousin Now.

This Shit Just Been On My Mind, 24/7. Today At Work, I Broke Down & Cried Because My Feeling Of Missing Her Became SO Overwhelming, I Just Couldnt Take It Anymore. And All This Had Made Me Extremely Angry Too. I Dont Have The Patience For Anyone Or Anything Now, & I Really Dont Feel Like Dealing With BS.

And It Doesnt Help That I Have No One To Talk To.....

I Miss & Love You Sharon Denise Gorham.

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