Side Hoe.

Realize....He's Mine.

So either learn to stay in your place as the side chick and stop tryna take my place as his main, or completely disappear. As you learned before, trying to take my place isnt going to work, so i suggest you either back off like i told you, or find someone else. Simple as that. I wont be nice for much longer. Know that. So take my advice and go hop on another nigga dick. Bitch. :)

Bashing.

Ok, so, as you guys kow, im usually all for shit talking, but one thing i really can't do i bash my ex. I cant just sit here and talk shit about someone i once cared for very deeply. And i'll look on twitter and see the shit everywhere, look on facebook, see it all in status' and what not, hell, even look in blogs. But i just can not sit here and talk shit about my ex. They are an ex for a reason. i dont need to focus anymore time and energy into them. im not going to sit there and try and make you look bad, or go in on you or some other random shit like that, because it is in no way going to benefit me. At all. What is me talking shit about you going to do for me? When i see that, that just means that person still had feelings for the other and they just ryna over it up. *shrug* well, thats my take on things. Not gonna say its the case for all. but anyways. I dont talk shit about people i cared about, and im not going to let another person disrepsect them either. Someone tried that shit today in my formspring inbox, and i shut it down quick. Theres no need to be rude as hell. Give me a reason for that shit? Let them live their life, and ima live mine.

And i find it so funny when people tell me to try and go ham on my ex. Nigga, for what?! "Cause he be tryna go in on you sometimes" Ok, and? im not getting hurt by that shit. if he feels like he has to do all that or say all that, then let him. he isnt dong a damn thing to me. so what would be the point of me "goin in" on him? all that shows me is that he dont know how to handle shit in a mature way. its not making me look bad at all. shitttt :) but i dont really give a fck, because, lets face it, thats just how that nigga is. i still got love for the boy, no doubt, but none of yall can get me to the point where ima make un needed comments and shit like that soley about him and shit talking him. not gonna happen. so, take that how you want, or whatever, shittt, idgaf. ayeee. hhaha



P.S. Now, if he came at me directly....that would be a different story ;)

Continuation To Overdrive.

"I'ma Keep It 100..."

Alright, so everybody says that they want people to always keep it 100 with them and just be real and whatnot, correct? Ok, i can digg that, but the fact of the matter is, some of yall can't handle people keeping it 100 with you, no matter how much you say you want it 100. Feel me? You can swear up and down that you can't stand people that lie or can't just say something straight up, but the truth is, YALL CANT HANDLE THAT SHIT. Lol. And im not saying everyone like that. There are some real ass muthafckas who can hold their own, and wont get offended or no shit when someone actually keep it 100 or wont be like "wtf??!". But then there are others who just are like....why you telling me this? or this that and the third. Man, fck this typing shit, cause i feel like im not fully getting my point across, but this the only way i got to share right now, so bear with me. Lol. But yeah, i think its just people out there who lik ehearing themselves say "keep it real with me, cause ima always keep it 100 wit you" blah blah blah, but...nah, some of yall just cannot handle the realness that comes with someone keeping it 100 with you.

Man, you know what, fck this. Im making a video about this shit, cause typing aint doing me justice. I'll post it up a lil later. Lol

Mo' Money Taxes.

All i can do after watching this commercial is shake my head. I used to think tht this was just some made up commercial, with people trying to be funny. But then i found out that Mo' Money Tazxes was real. ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS??! Do you all realize how far back this video has put Africans Americans now? Just when we were started to prove we are just as intelligent and not every black person is ignorant, this shit comes along. I wanna find the person who had this idea, the person who allowed this to be played on television, and the person who thought that it was ok to make this commercial, and bitch slap them all. All of them! I consider that commercial some real coon shit, fo real. Lol And they really consider themselve real business men too. Smdh! That is all i can do.........

Confidence.

Whats up everyone? Hope all is well :) This post is going to be about confidence. Some people have it, some dont. Simple as that.


Recently, i got into this altercation with this girl about something really stupid. At some point she comes out and says "You're just jealous. Look at you. You're hideous." After hearing her say that, i wonder, is this chick in some way insecure? Is there a reason you feel the need to make a statement like that, when the argument had absolutely nothing to do with looks. You just up and out the blue, say something like that. And i start to laugh, and ask "Are you insecure or something? What makes you say that? Do you think you're ugly??" She responds with "No, i know i'm pretty". Ok, so did you say that to try and point out that you think you're pretty and you think im not? Are you that simple minded?

She can tell me im ugly all day. She can mix it up and say 'Hey bitch, you're fucking ugly' but that isnt going to bother me at all. You can say all the nasty shit you want to say to me all you want, its not going to hurt my ego, or make me feel bad at all. You can comment on how i act, how i dress, all that, and you wont hurt my feelings one bit. You know why? Because i have confidence. I know i'm unique. I kow i'm not like everyone else. I feel no need to be like everyone else. If you do, then thats a problem you have within yourself. You're letting your insecurities take over by you saying words, and trying to put me down. And you can try all you want, but i can tell you right now, it's not going to work. At all.


Trust me, i've heard it all. Im going to hell for liking girls, i'm just a confused person because i'm bisexual, i'm weird and can't define myself because i like to dress like a chick and a dude, i'm bald headed cause i like wearing my hair short. Trust me. I know damn well i'm not going to hell, i'm not confused because i know i like boys AND girls, yeah, i like dressing like a chick and a dude and i pull that shit off nice as hell, if i may say so myself, and no hunny, i am not bald because i wear my hair short. Bald is having no hair at all. Get it right. So dont try to come at me and point out my 'flaws' because you have some hidden insecurity within yourself. What? Are you mad because i can openly express myself and i dont care what people think? If so, then once again, that's not my problem. That's an issue within yourself.


I have enough confidence to brush off what people say about me, and not take every little thing to heart. I dont have to worry about what people say about me or to me, because in the end, i'm still going to do me, and you're still going to be the only one that has a problem with it. That's not hurting me one bit. I just wish other people had the confidence to be able to do what they want and not worry about what other people will think. Peoples opinions hold a lot of people back from doing what they really want to do at heart. And that's not good. A lot of that tends to happen in high school too. And i kind of understand it...but then again, i don't. Shit, this is high school. It's fucking high school. I guarantee you won't see half of these people that's talking shit about you after everyone graduates. I can promise you that. So you shouldn't always worry about what your fellow peers think of you, and what they have to say about you. Cause in the end, if you let what they say get to you, and you do what they say is hot and all that shit, then you have them controlling you. And when those four years [hopefully] of high school is over, and you no longer have nobody 'controlling' you, and telling you whats nice and what isnt, then what are you going to do? You need to have the confidence to be yourself, and do what you want. Because you're the only one to has to deal with you.


But, thats all i really have to say about confidence and whatnot. Only thing left to say is dont let people control you, dont let their words get to you, and just do you. That's it.