lonely, again.

its about 4 in the morning & i have nobody to talk to. i used to talk to pat around this time when he was in germany, cause he would be awake, but now he's back home & he's sleep right now, like a normal person should be doing. but i want to talk to him. i miss him. he kinda upset me the other night/morning, but i got over it. i just have this lonely feeling right now. i wanna be all cuddled up & stuff with him right now. ugh, im having a weak moment, but it's all good. haha.


and me being lonely adding on to the fact that im horny as fuck doesnt make this any better. SMDH!