It Was Never There...

the fact that i used to love him...
the fact that his opinion used to matter most...
the fact that i could never picture myself without him...
the fact that i thought he felt the same way...
the fact that i know he cheated while we were together, but i never said anything...
the fact that i know he lied numerous times, yet i never said anything...
the fact that he makes assumptions, which are complete bullshit...
the fact that i would still go back to him...
the fact that he just couldnt handle me...
the fact that he couldnt accept me...
the fact that he was a true asshole, which will get him absoultely no where in life...
the fact that he's never been right...not even once....
the fact that his ego is too big for hisself....
the fact that his ignornace and stupidity blocked me from really opening up to him...
the fact that i dont regret a bit of it tho...
the fact that i can say im completely over him and that phase of my life...
the fact that i have so much more and much better things in life waiting for me...




the fact that he doesnt even matter now.....



its amazing how he was once everything to me, and now i just see him as another nigga in the hallway. his mouth and actions always fcked him up, and he never learned from em. i realized i was slowly being dragged dow, and i gained nothing from the relationship, but knowing what its like to love someone for their all, but not having them love you back the same way.