I'm Back :)

Hi Everyone. I know I haven't blogged in a while, but I've been super busy with school, doing college apps, and working. But I'm backkk. :) & I have a lot to say. So you can look for to a good handful of blogs to be coming soon. Enjoy :-*

Dodson Bryce Barnes*

I'm Going To Keep This Post Short & Simple:

I Love You <3
Straight Like That.

Enough.

Sickining, Lovey Dovey Relationship Shit Makes Me Sick. Why? Cause I Can Never Seem To Get That. Yeah. I'm Hating Right Now. So The Fck What. I've Triedddd With This Person. But Shit Dont Flow. It Dont Work. But Its My Fault Right? Oh. High School Relationships Aint Shit Alright. Ok. I Wont Try & Make It Shit Then. Ima Do Me. Be A Dog. Straight Grimey Shit. Type Of Dog That Stink & Dont Like Baths & Could Give A Fck About Fleas. Straight Doggin Like That. & I Can Care Less Who Get Hurt In The Process. Right Now... I Couldnt Give A Fck About How You Really Feel Inside, Cause According To You, It Dont Matter. It's Straight Gravy Tho Son.

Moving On To Her. I Promise. I'm Not Tryna Hurt The Girl. But I Feel Like Its Gonna Come. & Ima End Up Proving Her Lil Sidekicks Right. I Know Ima Fck Up Somehow. I Always Manage Too. Cause Thats Just How I Am, Right? Can't Get Shit Right At All. So Ima Apologize Ahead Of Time For Whateve I May Fck Up & Do In The Future. I Aint Mean To.

But It Dont Even Matter Anymore.
I Give Up.

Looking Like Rapunzel Pt 2

I Remember I Said I Was Gonna Post Some Pics Of My Hair Since I Added The Weave. Haha. I Forgot Last Time I Was On My Cpu, But Here It Is. I Love It. :)

Babylove

Now, In All Reality, I Could Sit Here & Write Paragraphs About This Nigga, But Ima Keep This Short & Sweet. :) This Man Right Here Is Dodson Bryce Barnes, Jr. [lmao. i love this picture of him. ahahah] Anywho...This Guy Right Here, I Can Say I Really Do Love. He May Doubt My Love For Him, Because I Dont Show It Often Or Whatever, But I Know What I Feel For Him, So It Dont Even Matter To Me What He Thinks. :p

We've Been Thru Many Ups & Downs. Arguments & What Not. Some Of Them My Fault, Some Of Them His. But We Always Go Right Back To Being Good At The End Of The Day. It Just Works That Way. We Have A... A Sort Of Understanding...Ya Know? I Cant Even Explain What We Have. Shittt...He Cant Either. Lol. Some Of Our Friends Be Tryna Clown ' ManYall Always Breaking Up & Getting Back Together.' 'Yall Always Back & Forth' This That & The Third. But So What? Leave Us Be. Lol. We Got This Mannnnn. Ahaha

Ok, Now On A More Serious Note. Our Relationship, Or Lack Of One, Is.. Fragile [for lack of better words]. I Dont Get To See Him Like We Both Want, & That Causes Some Tensions. Me Being, In His Words, BI-LESBIAN , Bothers Him A Lot, & I Realize This, But I Cant Help It. I Agreed To Try & Work On It Or Whatever, But I Just Cant Change Anything. Its Part Of Me. Its Who I Am. And I Know You Strongly Believe, Megan > Mikey, But At The End Of The Day Mikey Is Still Here. & I Need You To Unerstand That.

Ok, I'll Move On To My Issues Now. I..Am A Lowkey Jealous Person. I'll Admit That Now. Some Shit Just Gets To Me & Idk Why. I Found Myself Sometimes Comparing Myself To These OTher Chicks He Around & Whatnot & To Past Girlfriends. And Im Like 'Well Damn...Why Is It That He Seems/Seemed More Afectionate With Them, Than Me?' Or Whatever. But I Guess Thats Partially My Fault Cause He Felt As If I Never Showed Love[?]. Man Idk. Im Working On This Shit Tho.

As Of Now, No We Are Not Together. He Says He's [T H R E W] With This Whole 'Situation' & All. On The Real, At First When He Said It, I Laughed & Tried To Ignore The Shit & Was Madddddd Hype For Some Reason. Not Giving A Care In The World. Then It Hit Me.. Like Whoa. The One I Care About, The One Who Matters Most To Me, The One Who Kept Me Sane, Who Was Always There For Me, Was Just poof! Gone. :/ I Cant Lie & Say I Dont Miss Him. I Cant Front & Act Like I Dont Care. But, I Mean, What Can I Do? Deal With It, Thats What.

So With That Being Said, Ima Peace Out. You'll Always Be My Babylove, No Doubt About It.

But Still....Whats Wrong With 85.6 %? Lol <3

Vixon*

Looking Like Rapunzel*

So, Saturday Night, I Did My First Sew In Weave, & I Did It On Myself. & I Must Say, It Turned Out Pretty Nice. I Think A Good Job For It Being My First Time Doing A Sew In AND The Fact That I Did It On Myself. It Isnt That Long. I Used 10 Inch Hair, So It Still Looks Natural. & So Far Everyone At School Is Loving It. The One Person i REAlLY Want To See It Tho Is In Freakin ISS -_-. He Always Has Input On My Hair, & i Actually Care About His Opinion. I'll Post Pics Of My New [H A I R] Later When I Get On The Computer At Home. Until Then, Deucessss.

Hmm...Fin Huh?

The End? We Threw.

I'm Confused As Hell...Cause Its Not Hitting Me. Not Affecting Me Like It Should. That Worries Me. Like...I'm Hype As HELL Right Mow, Foreal. & Idk Why. Lol. You Couldnt Take The Heat? Shoulda Stayed Out The Kitchen Then Buddy! You Couldnt Handle That Aspect Of Me. It's Understandable Tho. Power To You For Trying. But On The Realskiiii? I'll Miss You Dog. You Were Kinda My Nigga. Lmao. Foreal Foreal. I Grew Fond Of You. Fond Enought To Say The L Word. :) & Actually Mean It. But Guess What Mofosaki? Life Goes On. S.Y.M. I Didnt Hear You Today? Word? So. I Turned, Didnt See A Got Damn Body.

Yo, Why The Fck Am I Rambling About This? Lmao. I'm Outtie. It Was Fun While It Lasted. & I Def Learned Shit From It.