Ok, i'm guessing this is just me, but i just cannot watch videos of dudes grinding any and everywhere. I go on Youtube to find a song to listen to and up pops videos of these lil niggas grinding hard like shit. Tht kinda mess just turn me off for some reason. It makes me go ughhhhhh. Lol. Here is a prime example.
I almost threw up while watching that. Yeah.. it's like that. Lol. Im guessing its the gay side coming out of me or whatever. Call it whatcha want! But i really cant watch things like that. And it's even worse when its a group of guys all going at once. Smh
Tuesday, January 26, 2010
Friday, January 22, 2010
Mo' Money Taxes.
All i can do after watching this commercial is shake my head. I used to think tht this was just some made up commercial, with people trying to be funny. But then i found out that Mo' Money Tazxes was real. ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS??! Do you all realize how far back this video has put Africans Americans now? Just when we were started to prove we are just as intelligent and not every black person is ignorant, this shit comes along. I wanna find the person who had this idea, the person who allowed this to be played on television, and the person who thought that it was ok to make this commercial, and bitch slap them all. All of them! I consider that commercial some real coon shit, fo real. Lol And they really consider themselve real business men too. Smdh! That is all i can do.........
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Confidence.
Whats up everyone? Hope all is well :) This post is going to be about confidence. Some people have it, some dont. Simple as that.
Recently, i got into this altercation with this girl about something really stupid. At some point she comes out and says "You're just jealous. Look at you. You're hideous." After hearing her say that, i wonder, is this chick in some way insecure? Is there a reason you feel the need to make a statement like that, when the argument had absolutely nothing to do with looks. You just up and out the blue, say something like that. And i start to laugh, and ask "Are you insecure or something? What makes you say that? Do you think you're ugly??" She responds with "No, i know i'm pretty". Ok, so did you say that to try and point out that you think you're pretty and you think im not? Are you that simple minded?
She can tell me im ugly all day. She can mix it up and say 'Hey bitch, you're fucking ugly' but that isnt going to bother me at all. You can say all the nasty shit you want to say to me all you want, its not going to hurt my ego, or make me feel bad at all. You can comment on how i act, how i dress, all that, and you wont hurt my feelings one bit. You know why? Because i have confidence. I know i'm unique. I kow i'm not like everyone else. I feel no need to be like everyone else. If you do, then thats a problem you have within yourself. You're letting your insecurities take over by you saying words, and trying to put me down. And you can try all you want, but i can tell you right now, it's not going to work. At all.
Trust me, i've heard it all. Im going to hell for liking girls, i'm just a confused person because i'm bisexual, i'm weird and can't define myself because i like to dress like a chick and a dude, i'm bald headed cause i like wearing my hair short. Trust me. I know damn well i'm not going to hell, i'm not confused because i know i like boys AND girls, yeah, i like dressing like a chick and a dude and i pull that shit off nice as hell, if i may say so myself, and no hunny, i am not bald because i wear my hair short. Bald is having no hair at all. Get it right. So dont try to come at me and point out my 'flaws' because you have some hidden insecurity within yourself. What? Are you mad because i can openly express myself and i dont care what people think? If so, then once again, that's not my problem. That's an issue within yourself.
I have enough confidence to brush off what people say about me, and not take every little thing to heart. I dont have to worry about what people say about me or to me, because in the end, i'm still going to do me, and you're still going to be the only one that has a problem with it. That's not hurting me one bit. I just wish other people had the confidence to be able to do what they want and not worry about what other people will think. Peoples opinions hold a lot of people back from doing what they really want to do at heart. And that's not good. A lot of that tends to happen in high school too. And i kind of understand it...but then again, i don't. Shit, this is high school. It's fucking high school. I guarantee you won't see half of these people that's talking shit about you after everyone graduates. I can promise you that. So you shouldn't always worry about what your fellow peers think of you, and what they have to say about you. Cause in the end, if you let what they say get to you, and you do what they say is hot and all that shit, then you have them controlling you. And when those four years [hopefully] of high school is over, and you no longer have nobody 'controlling' you, and telling you whats nice and what isnt, then what are you going to do? You need to have the confidence to be yourself, and do what you want. Because you're the only one to has to deal with you.
But, thats all i really have to say about confidence and whatnot. Only thing left to say is dont let people control you, dont let their words get to you, and just do you. That's it.
Recently, i got into this altercation with this girl about something really stupid. At some point she comes out and says "You're just jealous. Look at you. You're hideous." After hearing her say that, i wonder, is this chick in some way insecure? Is there a reason you feel the need to make a statement like that, when the argument had absolutely nothing to do with looks. You just up and out the blue, say something like that. And i start to laugh, and ask "Are you insecure or something? What makes you say that? Do you think you're ugly??" She responds with "No, i know i'm pretty". Ok, so did you say that to try and point out that you think you're pretty and you think im not? Are you that simple minded?
She can tell me im ugly all day. She can mix it up and say 'Hey bitch, you're fucking ugly' but that isnt going to bother me at all. You can say all the nasty shit you want to say to me all you want, its not going to hurt my ego, or make me feel bad at all. You can comment on how i act, how i dress, all that, and you wont hurt my feelings one bit. You know why? Because i have confidence. I know i'm unique. I kow i'm not like everyone else. I feel no need to be like everyone else. If you do, then thats a problem you have within yourself. You're letting your insecurities take over by you saying words, and trying to put me down. And you can try all you want, but i can tell you right now, it's not going to work. At all.
Trust me, i've heard it all. Im going to hell for liking girls, i'm just a confused person because i'm bisexual, i'm weird and can't define myself because i like to dress like a chick and a dude, i'm bald headed cause i like wearing my hair short. Trust me. I know damn well i'm not going to hell, i'm not confused because i know i like boys AND girls, yeah, i like dressing like a chick and a dude and i pull that shit off nice as hell, if i may say so myself, and no hunny, i am not bald because i wear my hair short. Bald is having no hair at all. Get it right. So dont try to come at me and point out my 'flaws' because you have some hidden insecurity within yourself. What? Are you mad because i can openly express myself and i dont care what people think? If so, then once again, that's not my problem. That's an issue within yourself.
I have enough confidence to brush off what people say about me, and not take every little thing to heart. I dont have to worry about what people say about me or to me, because in the end, i'm still going to do me, and you're still going to be the only one that has a problem with it. That's not hurting me one bit. I just wish other people had the confidence to be able to do what they want and not worry about what other people will think. Peoples opinions hold a lot of people back from doing what they really want to do at heart. And that's not good. A lot of that tends to happen in high school too. And i kind of understand it...but then again, i don't. Shit, this is high school. It's fucking high school. I guarantee you won't see half of these people that's talking shit about you after everyone graduates. I can promise you that. So you shouldn't always worry about what your fellow peers think of you, and what they have to say about you. Cause in the end, if you let what they say get to you, and you do what they say is hot and all that shit, then you have them controlling you. And when those four years [hopefully] of high school is over, and you no longer have nobody 'controlling' you, and telling you whats nice and what isnt, then what are you going to do? You need to have the confidence to be yourself, and do what you want. Because you're the only one to has to deal with you.
But, thats all i really have to say about confidence and whatnot. Only thing left to say is dont let people control you, dont let their words get to you, and just do you. That's it.
Monday, January 18, 2010
septum :)
so, im curently trying to talk my mom into letting me get my septum pierced. i texted and asked if i was able to get a nose piercing and she texted back saying we would talk when she got off work. good so far. lol i have a feeling if i present her with enough facts and ways to take care of it and show that i can hide it at work, she will say yes. ahhhhh, i hope so. if she sayd yes, i plan on taking my homie Danielle with me to get it done.
and even if my mom says no, im still going to get it done anyway :) im legal. i can do what i want.
and even if my mom says no, im still going to get it done anyway :) im legal. i can do what i want.
Monday, December 28, 2009
Aye.
Hey everyone :). So, I'm really excited because my parents ordered my new phone today. Actually, everyone in the house is getting a new phone. My brother and I are getting a Droid and my parents are both getting a Blackberry Storm. So thats pretty near. The phones should be here by Tuesday, so I'm reallyyyyy excited! :D.
I'm also excited because my eighteenth birthday is in...seven days now. January 4th! Woot woot muthafcka! I have no clue what I'm going to do tho. I think Dodson is gonna try to surprise me with something. My parents too. I need to go buy my birthday outfit tho. But I'm lowski broke right now :/. Oh well. I'll get more hours at work so I can bring in more mula. Christmas killed me! Haha
I need to start seriously saving for my MacBook Pro also. I'm getting a gold one! That shit is PIFF! I'm so siced! I've only seen one other MacBook that was gold. Shit was niceee. I can't wait to get mine. The parentals are gonna give me $400 to go towarda it. Then I'm gonna be getting birthday money from all types of relatives. And the checks my dad sends me. Along with my paycheck?? Oh baby! That MacBook is soon to be mine :)
But yeah. That's pretty much whats going on in my life right now. I'll keep you guys posted about my phone and shit. Until then, keep truckin'!
-Rawrr.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Unhappy.
i let her go.
i completely let her go. used the 'if you cared about me' card. i hate that shit. but i want to give her what she wants. so im disconnecting myself from her. completely. first steps are unfollowing her on twitter nd deleting from my facebook friends list. check. the rest shouldnt be too hard. it sucks to know that im the one making her unhappy, because she is holding back on being with other 'great' people because of me. well, to all her next's :fck yall. yeah, thats how im feeling right now. cant really believe this shit. but oh well. life goes on. and so will i.
alright. enough of this weakness. its a rare moment. enjoy it.
i completely let her go. used the 'if you cared about me' card. i hate that shit. but i want to give her what she wants. so im disconnecting myself from her. completely. first steps are unfollowing her on twitter nd deleting from my facebook friends list. check. the rest shouldnt be too hard. it sucks to know that im the one making her unhappy, because she is holding back on being with other 'great' people because of me. well, to all her next's :fck yall. yeah, thats how im feeling right now. cant really believe this shit. but oh well. life goes on. and so will i.
alright. enough of this weakness. its a rare moment. enjoy it.
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