V Day Outfit

So, here is one outfit ive created. Might do something girly like this.

Or i may do a more down played outfit like this. not quite sure yet.

Either way, ima be fly. haha

Snowday.

So, it snowed last night, and by this morning, everything was pretty much a Winter Wonderland. Meaning all activities planned for today were cancelled, so i was pretty upset about that. I woke up pretty late today tho, and wasnt able to go play with Smokie in the snow. Sorry hunnie. lol. I didnt really have anything to do today, so i hit up my friends Kelcie and Maleekah and we all went and played in the snow together, and went bobsledding down this huge hill. It was EPIC. Lmao. We plan on doing it again tomorrow, with more people, and more sleds. We also went walking around in the snow, and watched as cars drove by us, fish tailing and almost crashing all along the road. It was funny but not funny at the same time. Lol. What could possibly be so important [besidese work] that you are risking you and your cars safeness by driving on iced out roads??Im almost crashing into my friend just WALKING, so i know youre almost crashing into ditches and trees DRIVING. Haha. While i was playing i told Babylove to come play in the snow with us. He told me he would come after taking a shower, but that shower took wayyyy too long, and by that time everybody was freezing cold and hungry so we all went home. Lol. The walk home was a serious workout also, omg. I could feel it in my legs by the time i got home.

But all in all, today was a pretty good day. Life is going well also....:)

Ciao for now.

Dont Drink & Drive.

This video should be enough for you to show that it's a bad idea to drink and drive.
That is all.

M.$.T.

Aight, what it dueskii people? My niggas and i got a group going called M.$.T. for the fellas, and Lady M.$.T. Me and my nigga J.King CEO's. of course, and we seriously bout to be all about the money. We bout to be on our party shit, feel me? And what bull city need right now and a new party group, and a new way to party. And we bout to give the people what they want. M.$.T. bout to turn shit up!

Pretty Ricky Jr.'s

Ok, i'm guessing this is just me, but i just cannot watch videos of dudes grinding any and everywhere. I go on Youtube to find a song to listen to and up pops videos of these lil niggas grinding hard like shit. Tht kinda mess just turn me off for some reason. It makes me go ughhhhhh. Lol. Here is a prime example.



I almost threw up while watching that. Yeah.. it's like that. Lol. Im guessing its the gay side coming out of me or whatever. Call it whatcha want! But i really cant watch things like that. And it's even worse when its a group of guys all going at once. Smh

Mo' Money Taxes.

All i can do after watching this commercial is shake my head. I used to think tht this was just some made up commercial, with people trying to be funny. But then i found out that Mo' Money Tazxes was real. ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS??! Do you all realize how far back this video has put Africans Americans now? Just when we were started to prove we are just as intelligent and not every black person is ignorant, this shit comes along. I wanna find the person who had this idea, the person who allowed this to be played on television, and the person who thought that it was ok to make this commercial, and bitch slap them all. All of them! I consider that commercial some real coon shit, fo real. Lol And they really consider themselve real business men too. Smdh! That is all i can do.........

Confidence.

Whats up everyone? Hope all is well :) This post is going to be about confidence. Some people have it, some dont. Simple as that.


Recently, i got into this altercation with this girl about something really stupid. At some point she comes out and says "You're just jealous. Look at you. You're hideous." After hearing her say that, i wonder, is this chick in some way insecure? Is there a reason you feel the need to make a statement like that, when the argument had absolutely nothing to do with looks. You just up and out the blue, say something like that. And i start to laugh, and ask "Are you insecure or something? What makes you say that? Do you think you're ugly??" She responds with "No, i know i'm pretty". Ok, so did you say that to try and point out that you think you're pretty and you think im not? Are you that simple minded?

She can tell me im ugly all day. She can mix it up and say 'Hey bitch, you're fucking ugly' but that isnt going to bother me at all. You can say all the nasty shit you want to say to me all you want, its not going to hurt my ego, or make me feel bad at all. You can comment on how i act, how i dress, all that, and you wont hurt my feelings one bit. You know why? Because i have confidence. I know i'm unique. I kow i'm not like everyone else. I feel no need to be like everyone else. If you do, then thats a problem you have within yourself. You're letting your insecurities take over by you saying words, and trying to put me down. And you can try all you want, but i can tell you right now, it's not going to work. At all.


Trust me, i've heard it all. Im going to hell for liking girls, i'm just a confused person because i'm bisexual, i'm weird and can't define myself because i like to dress like a chick and a dude, i'm bald headed cause i like wearing my hair short. Trust me. I know damn well i'm not going to hell, i'm not confused because i know i like boys AND girls, yeah, i like dressing like a chick and a dude and i pull that shit off nice as hell, if i may say so myself, and no hunny, i am not bald because i wear my hair short. Bald is having no hair at all. Get it right. So dont try to come at me and point out my 'flaws' because you have some hidden insecurity within yourself. What? Are you mad because i can openly express myself and i dont care what people think? If so, then once again, that's not my problem. That's an issue within yourself.


I have enough confidence to brush off what people say about me, and not take every little thing to heart. I dont have to worry about what people say about me or to me, because in the end, i'm still going to do me, and you're still going to be the only one that has a problem with it. That's not hurting me one bit. I just wish other people had the confidence to be able to do what they want and not worry about what other people will think. Peoples opinions hold a lot of people back from doing what they really want to do at heart. And that's not good. A lot of that tends to happen in high school too. And i kind of understand it...but then again, i don't. Shit, this is high school. It's fucking high school. I guarantee you won't see half of these people that's talking shit about you after everyone graduates. I can promise you that. So you shouldn't always worry about what your fellow peers think of you, and what they have to say about you. Cause in the end, if you let what they say get to you, and you do what they say is hot and all that shit, then you have them controlling you. And when those four years [hopefully] of high school is over, and you no longer have nobody 'controlling' you, and telling you whats nice and what isnt, then what are you going to do? You need to have the confidence to be yourself, and do what you want. Because you're the only one to has to deal with you.


But, thats all i really have to say about confidence and whatnot. Only thing left to say is dont let people control you, dont let their words get to you, and just do you. That's it.

septum :)

so, im curently trying to talk my mom into letting me get my septum pierced. i texted and asked if i was able to get a nose piercing and she texted back saying we would talk when she got off work. good so far. lol i have a feeling if i present her with enough facts and ways to take care of it and show that i can hide it at work, she will say yes. ahhhhh, i hope so. if she sayd yes, i plan on taking my homie Danielle with me to get it done.

and even if my mom says no, im still going to get it done anyway :) im legal. i can do what i want.