Enough.

Sickining, Lovey Dovey Relationship Shit Makes Me Sick. Why? Cause I Can Never Seem To Get That. Yeah. I'm Hating Right Now. So The Fck What. I've Triedddd With This Person. But Shit Dont Flow. It Dont Work. But Its My Fault Right? Oh. High School Relationships Aint Shit Alright. Ok. I Wont Try & Make It Shit Then. Ima Do Me. Be A Dog. Straight Grimey Shit. Type Of Dog That Stink & Dont Like Baths & Could Give A Fck About Fleas. Straight Doggin Like That. & I Can Care Less Who Get Hurt In The Process. Right Now... I Couldnt Give A Fck About How You Really Feel Inside, Cause According To You, It Dont Matter. It's Straight Gravy Tho Son.

Moving On To Her. I Promise. I'm Not Tryna Hurt The Girl. But I Feel Like Its Gonna Come. & Ima End Up Proving Her Lil Sidekicks Right. I Know Ima Fck Up Somehow. I Always Manage Too. Cause Thats Just How I Am, Right? Can't Get Shit Right At All. So Ima Apologize Ahead Of Time For Whateve I May Fck Up & Do In The Future. I Aint Mean To.

But It Dont Even Matter Anymore.
I Give Up.

Looking Like Rapunzel Pt 2

I Remember I Said I Was Gonna Post Some Pics Of My Hair Since I Added The Weave. Haha. I Forgot Last Time I Was On My Cpu, But Here It Is. I Love It. :)

Babylove

Now, In All Reality, I Could Sit Here & Write Paragraphs About This Nigga, But Ima Keep This Short & Sweet. :) This Man Right Here Is Dodson Bryce Barnes, Jr. [lmao. i love this picture of him. ahahah] Anywho...This Guy Right Here, I Can Say I Really Do Love. He May Doubt My Love For Him, Because I Dont Show It Often Or Whatever, But I Know What I Feel For Him, So It Dont Even Matter To Me What He Thinks. :p

We've Been Thru Many Ups & Downs. Arguments & What Not. Some Of Them My Fault, Some Of Them His. But We Always Go Right Back To Being Good At The End Of The Day. It Just Works That Way. We Have A... A Sort Of Understanding...Ya Know? I Cant Even Explain What We Have. Shittt...He Cant Either. Lol. Some Of Our Friends Be Tryna Clown ' ManYall Always Breaking Up & Getting Back Together.' 'Yall Always Back & Forth' This That & The Third. But So What? Leave Us Be. Lol. We Got This Mannnnn. Ahaha

Ok, Now On A More Serious Note. Our Relationship, Or Lack Of One, Is.. Fragile [for lack of better words]. I Dont Get To See Him Like We Both Want, & That Causes Some Tensions. Me Being, In His Words, BI-LESBIAN , Bothers Him A Lot, & I Realize This, But I Cant Help It. I Agreed To Try & Work On It Or Whatever, But I Just Cant Change Anything. Its Part Of Me. Its Who I Am. And I Know You Strongly Believe, Megan > Mikey, But At The End Of The Day Mikey Is Still Here. & I Need You To Unerstand That.

Ok, I'll Move On To My Issues Now. I..Am A Lowkey Jealous Person. I'll Admit That Now. Some Shit Just Gets To Me & Idk Why. I Found Myself Sometimes Comparing Myself To These OTher Chicks He Around & Whatnot & To Past Girlfriends. And Im Like 'Well Damn...Why Is It That He Seems/Seemed More Afectionate With Them, Than Me?' Or Whatever. But I Guess Thats Partially My Fault Cause He Felt As If I Never Showed Love[?]. Man Idk. Im Working On This Shit Tho.

As Of Now, No We Are Not Together. He Says He's [T H R E W] With This Whole 'Situation' & All. On The Real, At First When He Said It, I Laughed & Tried To Ignore The Shit & Was Madddddd Hype For Some Reason. Not Giving A Care In The World. Then It Hit Me.. Like Whoa. The One I Care About, The One Who Matters Most To Me, The One Who Kept Me Sane, Who Was Always There For Me, Was Just poof! Gone. :/ I Cant Lie & Say I Dont Miss Him. I Cant Front & Act Like I Dont Care. But, I Mean, What Can I Do? Deal With It, Thats What.

So With That Being Said, Ima Peace Out. You'll Always Be My Babylove, No Doubt About It.

But Still....Whats Wrong With 85.6 %? Lol <3

Vixon*

Looking Like Rapunzel*

So, Saturday Night, I Did My First Sew In Weave, & I Did It On Myself. & I Must Say, It Turned Out Pretty Nice. I Think A Good Job For It Being My First Time Doing A Sew In AND The Fact That I Did It On Myself. It Isnt That Long. I Used 10 Inch Hair, So It Still Looks Natural. & So Far Everyone At School Is Loving It. The One Person i REAlLY Want To See It Tho Is In Freakin ISS -_-. He Always Has Input On My Hair, & i Actually Care About His Opinion. I'll Post Pics Of My New [H A I R] Later When I Get On The Computer At Home. Until Then, Deucessss.

Hmm...Fin Huh?

The End? We Threw.

I'm Confused As Hell...Cause Its Not Hitting Me. Not Affecting Me Like It Should. That Worries Me. Like...I'm Hype As HELL Right Mow, Foreal. & Idk Why. Lol. You Couldnt Take The Heat? Shoulda Stayed Out The Kitchen Then Buddy! You Couldnt Handle That Aspect Of Me. It's Understandable Tho. Power To You For Trying. But On The Realskiiii? I'll Miss You Dog. You Were Kinda My Nigga. Lmao. Foreal Foreal. I Grew Fond Of You. Fond Enought To Say The L Word. :) & Actually Mean It. But Guess What Mofosaki? Life Goes On. S.Y.M. I Didnt Hear You Today? Word? So. I Turned, Didnt See A Got Damn Body.

Yo, Why The Fck Am I Rambling About This? Lmao. I'm Outtie. It Was Fun While It Lasted. & I Def Learned Shit From It.

Pride Festival*

So, The NC Pride Festiv Is Coming Up Soon. September 26th To The Exact. And I'm Soooi Excited. I'm Ready To Go & Have Fun. Me & A Couole Of Friends Are Planning On Getting A Group Together And All Going To Pride Together. It Should Be Nice. There's One Person In Particular That I Wabt To Go With Me, And To Share The Good Time With, But Idk If She Would Be Willing To Go. It Would Be Good For Her Tho. But Yeah. I Think My Friends & I Are Getting Together, Might Get Some Grub, & Then Go Out To Pride. I Want To Be In The Parade. :D LOL. I Need To Contact The Coordinator So I Can Make That Happen.

Well, I Was Bored In Class & Decided To Tell You Guys About The Upcoming Event. I'll Be Back Laterrrr.

Ps: I [L O V E] My LGBT Community. <3

Loud Skeezers!

Wanna Know What I Cant Stand? loud Ass Skeezers Who Like To Get Involved With Stuff That Had Nothing Yo Do With Them. The Type That Like To Argue, Yell, Claim Thry Will Beat A Btch Ass, Then Turn Around & Be Like 'Oh, I Dont Have Time For These Little Girls'. SKEEZER HUSH!!! The Type Of Girls Who Repratedly Announce, They Dont Care Who It Is, They Will Beat The Person Ass. And Theres One Annoying Chick That I Happen To Know, That Acts JUST Like That. And She Tried To Act A Fool Today. Like...Really Skeezer? Do You Crave Attention That Bad? Do You Feel The Need To Be Ghetto As Hell All The Time? Can't You Just Shut The Hell Up For Once? You Always TRYING To Fuss Someone Out, But End Up Sounding A Mess & Looking Like A Clown. & No One Really Listens To Your Ass. She Chose To Tru And Get Buck When It Always A Lot Of People Around Her, Trying To Show Out. For What?? Stop Being Such A Basic Btch. Because You Won One Fight With A Fat Girl, You Feel You Can Go
Off On Anyone You Want? No. Better Sit Yo Happy Go Lucky Ass Down Somewhere. She Likes To Get In Other People Business Too. Dealing With Shit That Has Absolutely Nothing To Do With Her. But Feel The Need To Always Get ALL UP IN IT! Causing A Scene & Shit. & Sounding Like A Fckin Chihuahua, Always A Yapping Away. Hunni, How Basic Can You Get? It Just Makes Me Sick. I Find Myself Moving Away From This Girl When She Start To Act A Fool. Cause I Dont Wanna Hear The Shit. But Hey, This My Last Year Having To Deal With Her Loud Mouth Ass. Senior Year Baby. Gets No Better. Woooooot.

Ps: Im Sure Some Of Yall Know Who Im Talking About. Hahaha

Vixon*

Sicknesss*

Omg. I'm Sick Right Now. Been Sick For The Past Four Days. This Shit Sucks. & I Need To Make Sure I Get Better Quick So I Dont End Up Getting Bronchitis Again. Ugh. That Shit Sucked Ballsssss. & I'm Feeling Like I Did When I First Got Bronchitis Earlier This Year. :(

Pray For Me!!

I Couldnt Decide*

Today Was Homecoming Nomination Day At School. & My Nomination Slip Looked Like This

Girl: Deez Boy: Nutz

:D

Doggie :)

Look At My Puppyyyyyy. She Was Sleep. Hehe :)

What? Popularity Contest?

Ok. So. Homecoming Nominations At My School Are Tomorrow, & So The Past Days. People Who Want To Be Nominated Made A Group & Invited People To Join, Right? Right. So I See My Girls Meaghan, Shonda & Destiny Wanna Run & Im Like Ayeeeee. :) But Then Im Wondering, Why Dont The Obvious Two People, Jamie & Keia, Make A Group Too. Then I See Jamies Status On FB

Jamie: is officially annoyed that people have decided to minimize the significance of a endowed title into a popularity contest...'if you ask for it, you don't deserve it'-Keia Faison

Now, I Dont Know If They Didnt Create Groups Because They Feel As If People Like Them EnoughTo Nominate Them, Or What, But Both Of Those Girls Should Hush. First Of All, Yall Wanna Call It A Popularity Contest And Yall Got Problems With People making Groups About The Nominations. But Ummm, Wasnt SGA Basically A Popularity Contest??? Didn't YALL Make Groups Telling People To Vote For YALL, And Walked Around Giving Out Candy So People Would Vote For YALL?? Ok, Exactly. So Shut The Hell Up About The Girls Who Wanted To Make A Group To Let It Be Known That They Wanted To Be Nominated For Homecoming Court. Get Off Of Shonda, Destiny, & Meaghans Jocks. Let Them Do Them. In All Honesty, People Like Them More Than They Do You Two. Jamie Half The People Think You Stuck Up, Annoying, & A Snitching Ass Little Girl. Keia, Half The People Dont Like You Because Of The Stupid Shit You Be Saying Sometimes...And Because You Look Like A Keebler Elf. I'm Just Saying! So
Once Again, Husb. Now Me? Jamie, I Knew You Before All This, Back When We Were Little, So I Dont Know What The Hell Happened To You. I Liked You. Keia, Every Now & Thrn You Mighta Said Some Stupid Funny Shit And I Laughed, But Thats As Far As It Goes. I Choose Not To Be Around You. I Mean, It Is What It Is.

It Just Fired Me Up A Little To See The Main Two People Who Do Things Based Off Of Popularity Try And Say This Isnt A Popularity Contest & This That & Rhr Third. Yall Should Just Shut Ya Basic Asses Up. Cause You Two Should Be The Last Ones To Speak. & Ima Leave It At That.

I Know Someone Is Gonna Get Mad At This, But Oh Well. I'm Mikey Fckin Vixon. I Stir Shit Up!!! <3