Bashing.

Ok, so, as you guys kow, im usually all for shit talking, but one thing i really can't do i bash my ex. I cant just sit here and talk shit about someone i once cared for very deeply. And i'll look on twitter and see the shit everywhere, look on facebook, see it all in status' and what not, hell, even look in blogs. But i just can not sit here and talk shit about my ex. They are an ex for a reason. i dont need to focus anymore time and energy into them. im not going to sit there and try and make you look bad, or go in on you or some other random shit like that, because it is in no way going to benefit me. At all. What is me talking shit about you going to do for me? When i see that, that just means that person still had feelings for the other and they just ryna over it up. *shrug* well, thats my take on things. Not gonna say its the case for all. but anyways. I dont talk shit about people i cared about, and im not going to let another person disrepsect them either. Someone tried that shit today in my formspring inbox, and i shut it down quick. Theres no need to be rude as hell. Give me a reason for that shit? Let them live their life, and ima live mine.

And i find it so funny when people tell me to try and go ham on my ex. Nigga, for what?! "Cause he be tryna go in on you sometimes" Ok, and? im not getting hurt by that shit. if he feels like he has to do all that or say all that, then let him. he isnt dong a damn thing to me. so what would be the point of me "goin in" on him? all that shows me is that he dont know how to handle shit in a mature way. its not making me look bad at all. shitttt :) but i dont really give a fck, because, lets face it, thats just how that nigga is. i still got love for the boy, no doubt, but none of yall can get me to the point where ima make un needed comments and shit like that soley about him and shit talking him. not gonna happen. so, take that how you want, or whatever, shittt, idgaf. ayeee. hhaha



P.S. Now, if he came at me directly....that would be a different story ;)

Hair Cut :)

Today i got my hair cut. And now i feel...free. :) I've been wanting to get my hair cut for soooooo long, but i never knew if it would look right on me. So today, i just went for it. And i love it! and other people like it too :) i want to add some color to it a little later. maybe a golden brownish type color or whatever [?]. now im ready to go to school to see everybodys reactions and see what they have to say. i know there will be some hater type ish said, but idgaf. fck yall :)

P.S. Excuse the junkiness of my closet in the background of the pic. Haha

Ms Roddeyyyyy, Ms Roddey.

Look at my old shawty. Gorgeous aint she? Yup...that's old bae, and she'll probably kill me for using this pic, but oh well. Lol. but anyways, meet miss Ayana Roddey. The middle name shall remain unknown. lls. She's a good girl, and i pretty much took her thru some shit. And i kinda don't like myself for it. But i mean, hey, what's done is done. But umm..lemme start from the beginning. First day i met her was during her freshmen orientation [chill out, i know she young like shit] and she was a student in one of my classes. Im busy talking about riverside and stuff and ask if anyone has questions, and she raises her hand, and goes on to tell me that i had on really nice shoes. Lol. And the rest of the kids agreed. After that we would talk on facebook a lil. See her in the hall say a lil hey. Then there was the football game. Shawty was crying cause of some grimey shit her "friends" said/did or whatever, so i decided to walk around with her until she calmed down and whatnot, ya know? She was even pretty when she cried doe :) but anyway, the next couple of days she started freaking out cuase there were rumors going around bout me and her and blah blah blah. it was ridiculous. Though, now that i think about it, it was pretty ironic. But yeah, soon after that, she came out to me.....and then we kinda started talking :) lol and a lil while after that...she was mine and i was ALL smiles. Happy like shit. And couldnt nobody tell us nothing. Straight like that! Oh yeah, thats also when that lil nigga had problems with me, cause i lowski too his girl. Lmao. i felt a little bit bad tho...but kinda not really. And then there was the homeoming game. It was the best :) And the next football game after that, when we sat in the stands and froze our asses off together. But then things kinda started going downhill. "people' were involved, feelings were hurt, and it all came crashing down. And thats when it went alllll bad. I really didnt wanna let her go, but i had no choice BUT to let her go. .......from then to now, we done had ups and downs, not talking at all, dont even look at each other....but now...we good :D and i cant help but smile when i see her name pop up on my phone. I really do miss all the smiles, laughs, and good times we had...and all the ones we should have had. but theres nothing really left to do now, except let our friendship get stronger, back to what it used to be, and see what happens from there on out. I take back all the wrong things i've done, everything i've said, and everything i've put her thru....And if only i could go back and redo things.....

But if i was able to change things in the past.....trust, things would be a lot different now.

Ms Roddey, I'll Always Be Here For You Like I Said I Would...And I Won't Forget Nor Leave You Behind.

Formspring.

Yeah, i've given in and i got a formspring. smh. lol But Aye, ask me whatever doeeeee.

http://www.formspring.me/MikeyVixon

Continuation To Overdrive.

Aint Gone Tie Me Down.

Legacey Verse:

Know we been together for a minute,But uhhh, its kinda been forever since we been in,

The kinda situation not involving other womenAnd its pretty obvious that your kinda tripping,

Like who the hell is this bitch?,Lookin a hot mess,

What you fell for this chick?

You know we got problems and you failed to fix it,

I'm like, you need to go somewhere else with this shit,Because I aint gone put up with you,

Talkin bout how she make you uncomfortable,

Like I mean, shit im only seventeen and uhhm ahh Perfect couple is only in a dream,

And right now im pretty much away for this Relationships?,

I think you should wait for it,

I mean later we could try things out but not right now,

Cant Tell Me That Shit Dont Make Sense Doe.
Just Saying.

"I'ma Keep It 100..."

Alright, so everybody says that they want people to always keep it 100 with them and just be real and whatnot, correct? Ok, i can digg that, but the fact of the matter is, some of yall can't handle people keeping it 100 with you, no matter how much you say you want it 100. Feel me? You can swear up and down that you can't stand people that lie or can't just say something straight up, but the truth is, YALL CANT HANDLE THAT SHIT. Lol. And im not saying everyone like that. There are some real ass muthafckas who can hold their own, and wont get offended or no shit when someone actually keep it 100 or wont be like "wtf??!". But then there are others who just are like....why you telling me this? or this that and the third. Man, fck this typing shit, cause i feel like im not fully getting my point across, but this the only way i got to share right now, so bear with me. Lol. But yeah, i think its just people out there who lik ehearing themselves say "keep it real with me, cause ima always keep it 100 wit you" blah blah blah, but...nah, some of yall just cannot handle the realness that comes with someone keeping it 100 with you.

Man, you know what, fck this. Im making a video about this shit, cause typing aint doing me justice. I'll post it up a lil later. Lol

Overdrive.

Yeah, these songs pretty much describe my mood right now. I have a lot of emotions going thru me at once.













So, yeah...