Aye.

Hey everyone :). So, I'm really excited because my parents ordered my new phone today. Actually, everyone in the house is getting a new phone. My brother and I are getting a Droid and my parents are both getting a Blackberry Storm. So thats pretty near. The phones should be here by Tuesday, so I'm reallyyyyy excited! :D.

I'm also excited because my eighteenth birthday is in...seven days now. January 4th! Woot woot muthafcka! I have no clue what I'm going to do tho. I think Dodson is gonna try to surprise me with something. My parents too. I need to go buy my birthday outfit tho. But I'm lowski broke right now :/. Oh well. I'll get more hours at work so I can bring in more mula. Christmas killed me! Haha

I need to start seriously saving for my MacBook Pro also. I'm getting a gold one! That shit is PIFF! I'm so siced! I've only seen one other MacBook that was gold. Shit was niceee. I can't wait to get mine. The parentals are gonna give me $400 to go towarda it. Then I'm gonna be getting birthday money from all types of relatives. And the checks my dad sends me. Along with my paycheck?? Oh baby! That MacBook is soon to be mine :)

But yeah. That's pretty much whats going on in my life right now. I'll keep you guys posted about my phone and shit. Until then, keep truckin'!

-Rawrr.

Karma

Boyyyyy, Karma Is A Fckin Btch, Aint She?
I Tell Youuuu! Aha.

Unhappy.

i let her go.

i completely let her go. used the 'if you cared about me' card. i hate that shit. but i want to give her what she wants. so im disconnecting myself from her. completely. first steps are unfollowing her on twitter nd deleting from my facebook friends list. check. the rest shouldnt be too hard. it sucks to know that im the one making her unhappy, because she is holding back on being with other 'great' people because of me. well, to all her next's :fck yall. yeah, thats how im feeling right now. cant really believe this shit. but oh well. life goes on. and so will i.









alright. enough of this weakness. its a rare moment. enjoy it.

I Miss You, Auntie. <3

The Anniversary Of My Favorite Aunts Death Just Passed A Couple Days Ago. & Every Since Then She Been On My Mind. My Little Cousin, Jordan, Confessed That When He Witnessed His Dad Get Married To His Current Stepmom, He Sensed That He Was Going To Have A Bad Life From Then On, & He Wished His Mom Had Never Died. & That Mad Me Sad & Pissed Me Off To The Fullest, Because Then I Started Thinking About How Bad My Aunts Husband Would Treat Her. She Died Of Cancer. & He Would Do Things Like Smoke & Shit Around Her, Or Something Else, Knowing Damn Well That Was Only Making Her Illness Worse. & Look Where It Got Her. She Dead And Gone Now. No Coming Back. He Never Really Respected Her. & I Hate How He Treat My Lil Cousin Now.

This Shit Just Been On My Mind, 24/7. Today At Work, I Broke Down & Cried Because My Feeling Of Missing Her Became SO Overwhelming, I Just Couldnt Take It Anymore. And All This Had Made Me Extremely Angry Too. I Dont Have The Patience For Anyone Or Anything Now, & I Really Dont Feel Like Dealing With BS.

And It Doesnt Help That I Have No One To Talk To.....

I Miss & Love You Sharon Denise Gorham.

Questions.

when will you learn?

do you realize you honestly make me sick sometimes?

what do you see in yourself?

why do i get the feeling that at some point you are going to try and date to 'her'?

why do other people feel the same fcking way??!

why dont you ever realize how ignorant you sound sometimes? oh, cause you always right -_-

why do i even bother with shit sometimes? [oh, thats right. cause my dumbass actually loves you for some odd reason]

you know...theres a lot of things i cant figure out. a lot of questions i want answered. thats not even a quarter of em. but can i ask them? no. cause HE will get fckin offended or wont think there is shit wrong. people who cant admit a wrong honestly have some issues that they need to get over. man up once in a while and admit you're actually wrong about something. some of these thing i cant even talk to you about because sometimes i feel like your too fckin stupid to comprehend what im trying to get at and tell you. and you wont listen!!!!!!!!! you wont be able to understand my point. you'll brush it off and try and say i dont know what im talkin about or i sound stupid.

*sigh*

and so theres nothing i can really do but continue to be the way i am......

Stress Reliever & Limits.

I Too, Have Stress Relievers. However, Mine Actually Helps & Solves Problems, Instead Of Getting Me High & Having All The Stress Still There Once Im Done Smoking....Dumbass.

Like I Said Before, I Have Nothing Against Smoking. But This Shit A Everyday Thing For You. & The Only Reason It Truely Bothers Me. Is Because It Ends Up Fckin With Your School Shit. & Has You Lying Even More. I Can NOT Respect The Fact That You Got Shit You Need To Do, You Need A Job, Etc, But You Concerned About Smoking & Shit.

What Idiot Does That??

Claim It As Your Stress Reliever. I Dont Give A Fck. Shit Is Ridiculous. When Will You Wake The Fck Up & Realize Weed Aint Doing Shit For You But Helping The Problems Build Up.

Like, Honestly, Sit Think & Explain To Me Why/How Weed Is Actually Helping You... & Get At Me When You Have A SMART LOGICAL Answer.

Ps: This Wasnt What My Original Post Was Supposed To Be About. Smh

Sitting In The Smoking Section*

My Views On Weed Is That, I Have No Problem With It. I Think It Should Be Legalized & What Not. You Wanna Smoke? Feel Free. I Dont Have A Problem With Smokers.

My Only Problem Is With People That Seem To Smoke All.The.Time. It Bothers Ne. Someone Close To Me In Particular Smokes A LOT, & I Want Him To Kinda Cut Back Some. I'm Not Going To Tell Him To Completely Stop Smoking All Together. Just...Slow It Down A Bit. I Have My Concerns.....

My Only Problem Is....I Dont Know How To Tell Him :/

Snap A Pic*

So. I've Come To The Conclusion That I Want To Take Up Photography Again. It's A Passion That I Miss. I Remember When I Was Little, I Would Take Picture Of Everything From Every Angle Possible, Telling Everyone I Was Going To Be A Famous Photographer One Day. Haha. I Still Wanna Be One Doe....If The Fame Comes, Even Better. I Do Need To Get A New Came Tho. I've Found A Good One That I Want. So I Have To Save Another Thousand Bucks. I'm Already Saving For My MacBook. :/ I Believe I Can Do It Doe. If Not....I Can Always Hit Up Daddy For $$$ :)

P.S.- I Do Have A SLR Cam I Use Now, For Random Photoshoots With People. So If You Are Willing To Let Me Practice My Skills On You & Want Some Photos Taken...Get At Me.

Bet I Can Pull More Hoes Than You Tho*

Why Is That EVERY Niggas Comeback Line? I Swear, You Could Be Arguing About Something Stupid. Like Who Can Drive Better Or Some Shit Like That, ' The Nigga Who Gets Offended Easy Will Be Quick To Say 'But I Bet I Can Pull More Hoes Than You!'

Smh. What Is That All About? I Dont Get It. Lol. It Cracks Me Up Everytime I Hear It Tho. Ahahahaha.
Can A Guy Please Explain That To Me?

Vixon*

I'm Back :)

Hi Everyone. I know I haven't blogged in a while, but I've been super busy with school, doing college apps, and working. But I'm backkk. :) & I have a lot to say. So you can look for to a good handful of blogs to be coming soon. Enjoy :-*

Dodson Bryce Barnes*

I'm Going To Keep This Post Short & Simple:

I Love You <3
Straight Like That.

Enough.

Sickining, Lovey Dovey Relationship Shit Makes Me Sick. Why? Cause I Can Never Seem To Get That. Yeah. I'm Hating Right Now. So The Fck What. I've Triedddd With This Person. But Shit Dont Flow. It Dont Work. But Its My Fault Right? Oh. High School Relationships Aint Shit Alright. Ok. I Wont Try & Make It Shit Then. Ima Do Me. Be A Dog. Straight Grimey Shit. Type Of Dog That Stink & Dont Like Baths & Could Give A Fck About Fleas. Straight Doggin Like That. & I Can Care Less Who Get Hurt In The Process. Right Now... I Couldnt Give A Fck About How You Really Feel Inside, Cause According To You, It Dont Matter. It's Straight Gravy Tho Son.

Moving On To Her. I Promise. I'm Not Tryna Hurt The Girl. But I Feel Like Its Gonna Come. & Ima End Up Proving Her Lil Sidekicks Right. I Know Ima Fck Up Somehow. I Always Manage Too. Cause Thats Just How I Am, Right? Can't Get Shit Right At All. So Ima Apologize Ahead Of Time For Whateve I May Fck Up & Do In The Future. I Aint Mean To.

But It Dont Even Matter Anymore.
I Give Up.

Looking Like Rapunzel Pt 2

I Remember I Said I Was Gonna Post Some Pics Of My Hair Since I Added The Weave. Haha. I Forgot Last Time I Was On My Cpu, But Here It Is. I Love It. :)

Babylove

Now, In All Reality, I Could Sit Here & Write Paragraphs About This Nigga, But Ima Keep This Short & Sweet. :) This Man Right Here Is Dodson Bryce Barnes, Jr. [lmao. i love this picture of him. ahahah] Anywho...This Guy Right Here, I Can Say I Really Do Love. He May Doubt My Love For Him, Because I Dont Show It Often Or Whatever, But I Know What I Feel For Him, So It Dont Even Matter To Me What He Thinks. :p

We've Been Thru Many Ups & Downs. Arguments & What Not. Some Of Them My Fault, Some Of Them His. But We Always Go Right Back To Being Good At The End Of The Day. It Just Works That Way. We Have A... A Sort Of Understanding...Ya Know? I Cant Even Explain What We Have. Shittt...He Cant Either. Lol. Some Of Our Friends Be Tryna Clown ' ManYall Always Breaking Up & Getting Back Together.' 'Yall Always Back & Forth' This That & The Third. But So What? Leave Us Be. Lol. We Got This Mannnnn. Ahaha

Ok, Now On A More Serious Note. Our Relationship, Or Lack Of One, Is.. Fragile [for lack of better words]. I Dont Get To See Him Like We Both Want, & That Causes Some Tensions. Me Being, In His Words, BI-LESBIAN , Bothers Him A Lot, & I Realize This, But I Cant Help It. I Agreed To Try & Work On It Or Whatever, But I Just Cant Change Anything. Its Part Of Me. Its Who I Am. And I Know You Strongly Believe, Megan > Mikey, But At The End Of The Day Mikey Is Still Here. & I Need You To Unerstand That.

Ok, I'll Move On To My Issues Now. I..Am A Lowkey Jealous Person. I'll Admit That Now. Some Shit Just Gets To Me & Idk Why. I Found Myself Sometimes Comparing Myself To These OTher Chicks He Around & Whatnot & To Past Girlfriends. And Im Like 'Well Damn...Why Is It That He Seems/Seemed More Afectionate With Them, Than Me?' Or Whatever. But I Guess Thats Partially My Fault Cause He Felt As If I Never Showed Love[?]. Man Idk. Im Working On This Shit Tho.

As Of Now, No We Are Not Together. He Says He's [T H R E W] With This Whole 'Situation' & All. On The Real, At First When He Said It, I Laughed & Tried To Ignore The Shit & Was Madddddd Hype For Some Reason. Not Giving A Care In The World. Then It Hit Me.. Like Whoa. The One I Care About, The One Who Matters Most To Me, The One Who Kept Me Sane, Who Was Always There For Me, Was Just poof! Gone. :/ I Cant Lie & Say I Dont Miss Him. I Cant Front & Act Like I Dont Care. But, I Mean, What Can I Do? Deal With It, Thats What.

So With That Being Said, Ima Peace Out. You'll Always Be My Babylove, No Doubt About It.

But Still....Whats Wrong With 85.6 %? Lol <3

Vixon*

Looking Like Rapunzel*

So, Saturday Night, I Did My First Sew In Weave, & I Did It On Myself. & I Must Say, It Turned Out Pretty Nice. I Think A Good Job For It Being My First Time Doing A Sew In AND The Fact That I Did It On Myself. It Isnt That Long. I Used 10 Inch Hair, So It Still Looks Natural. & So Far Everyone At School Is Loving It. The One Person i REAlLY Want To See It Tho Is In Freakin ISS -_-. He Always Has Input On My Hair, & i Actually Care About His Opinion. I'll Post Pics Of My New [H A I R] Later When I Get On The Computer At Home. Until Then, Deucessss.

Hmm...Fin Huh?

The End? We Threw.

I'm Confused As Hell...Cause Its Not Hitting Me. Not Affecting Me Like It Should. That Worries Me. Like...I'm Hype As HELL Right Mow, Foreal. & Idk Why. Lol. You Couldnt Take The Heat? Shoulda Stayed Out The Kitchen Then Buddy! You Couldnt Handle That Aspect Of Me. It's Understandable Tho. Power To You For Trying. But On The Realskiiii? I'll Miss You Dog. You Were Kinda My Nigga. Lmao. Foreal Foreal. I Grew Fond Of You. Fond Enought To Say The L Word. :) & Actually Mean It. But Guess What Mofosaki? Life Goes On. S.Y.M. I Didnt Hear You Today? Word? So. I Turned, Didnt See A Got Damn Body.

Yo, Why The Fck Am I Rambling About This? Lmao. I'm Outtie. It Was Fun While It Lasted. & I Def Learned Shit From It.

Pride Festival*

So, The NC Pride Festiv Is Coming Up Soon. September 26th To The Exact. And I'm Soooi Excited. I'm Ready To Go & Have Fun. Me & A Couole Of Friends Are Planning On Getting A Group Together And All Going To Pride Together. It Should Be Nice. There's One Person In Particular That I Wabt To Go With Me, And To Share The Good Time With, But Idk If She Would Be Willing To Go. It Would Be Good For Her Tho. But Yeah. I Think My Friends & I Are Getting Together, Might Get Some Grub, & Then Go Out To Pride. I Want To Be In The Parade. :D LOL. I Need To Contact The Coordinator So I Can Make That Happen.

Well, I Was Bored In Class & Decided To Tell You Guys About The Upcoming Event. I'll Be Back Laterrrr.

Ps: I [L O V E] My LGBT Community. <3

Loud Skeezers!

Wanna Know What I Cant Stand? loud Ass Skeezers Who Like To Get Involved With Stuff That Had Nothing Yo Do With Them. The Type That Like To Argue, Yell, Claim Thry Will Beat A Btch Ass, Then Turn Around & Be Like 'Oh, I Dont Have Time For These Little Girls'. SKEEZER HUSH!!! The Type Of Girls Who Repratedly Announce, They Dont Care Who It Is, They Will Beat The Person Ass. And Theres One Annoying Chick That I Happen To Know, That Acts JUST Like That. And She Tried To Act A Fool Today. Like...Really Skeezer? Do You Crave Attention That Bad? Do You Feel The Need To Be Ghetto As Hell All The Time? Can't You Just Shut The Hell Up For Once? You Always TRYING To Fuss Someone Out, But End Up Sounding A Mess & Looking Like A Clown. & No One Really Listens To Your Ass. She Chose To Tru And Get Buck When It Always A Lot Of People Around Her, Trying To Show Out. For What?? Stop Being Such A Basic Btch. Because You Won One Fight With A Fat Girl, You Feel You Can Go
Off On Anyone You Want? No. Better Sit Yo Happy Go Lucky Ass Down Somewhere. She Likes To Get In Other People Business Too. Dealing With Shit That Has Absolutely Nothing To Do With Her. But Feel The Need To Always Get ALL UP IN IT! Causing A Scene & Shit. & Sounding Like A Fckin Chihuahua, Always A Yapping Away. Hunni, How Basic Can You Get? It Just Makes Me Sick. I Find Myself Moving Away From This Girl When She Start To Act A Fool. Cause I Dont Wanna Hear The Shit. But Hey, This My Last Year Having To Deal With Her Loud Mouth Ass. Senior Year Baby. Gets No Better. Woooooot.

Ps: Im Sure Some Of Yall Know Who Im Talking About. Hahaha

Vixon*

Sicknesss*

Omg. I'm Sick Right Now. Been Sick For The Past Four Days. This Shit Sucks. & I Need To Make Sure I Get Better Quick So I Dont End Up Getting Bronchitis Again. Ugh. That Shit Sucked Ballsssss. & I'm Feeling Like I Did When I First Got Bronchitis Earlier This Year. :(

Pray For Me!!

I Couldnt Decide*

Today Was Homecoming Nomination Day At School. & My Nomination Slip Looked Like This

Girl: Deez Boy: Nutz

:D

Doggie :)

Look At My Puppyyyyyy. She Was Sleep. Hehe :)

What? Popularity Contest?

Ok. So. Homecoming Nominations At My School Are Tomorrow, & So The Past Days. People Who Want To Be Nominated Made A Group & Invited People To Join, Right? Right. So I See My Girls Meaghan, Shonda & Destiny Wanna Run & Im Like Ayeeeee. :) But Then Im Wondering, Why Dont The Obvious Two People, Jamie & Keia, Make A Group Too. Then I See Jamies Status On FB

Jamie: is officially annoyed that people have decided to minimize the significance of a endowed title into a popularity contest...'if you ask for it, you don't deserve it'-Keia Faison

Now, I Dont Know If They Didnt Create Groups Because They Feel As If People Like Them EnoughTo Nominate Them, Or What, But Both Of Those Girls Should Hush. First Of All, Yall Wanna Call It A Popularity Contest And Yall Got Problems With People making Groups About The Nominations. But Ummm, Wasnt SGA Basically A Popularity Contest??? Didn't YALL Make Groups Telling People To Vote For YALL, And Walked Around Giving Out Candy So People Would Vote For YALL?? Ok, Exactly. So Shut The Hell Up About The Girls Who Wanted To Make A Group To Let It Be Known That They Wanted To Be Nominated For Homecoming Court. Get Off Of Shonda, Destiny, & Meaghans Jocks. Let Them Do Them. In All Honesty, People Like Them More Than They Do You Two. Jamie Half The People Think You Stuck Up, Annoying, & A Snitching Ass Little Girl. Keia, Half The People Dont Like You Because Of The Stupid Shit You Be Saying Sometimes...And Because You Look Like A Keebler Elf. I'm Just Saying! So
Once Again, Husb. Now Me? Jamie, I Knew You Before All This, Back When We Were Little, So I Dont Know What The Hell Happened To You. I Liked You. Keia, Every Now & Thrn You Mighta Said Some Stupid Funny Shit And I Laughed, But Thats As Far As It Goes. I Choose Not To Be Around You. I Mean, It Is What It Is.

It Just Fired Me Up A Little To See The Main Two People Who Do Things Based Off Of Popularity Try And Say This Isnt A Popularity Contest & This That & Rhr Third. Yall Should Just Shut Ya Basic Asses Up. Cause You Two Should Be The Last Ones To Speak. & Ima Leave It At That.

I Know Someone Is Gonna Get Mad At This, But Oh Well. I'm Mikey Fckin Vixon. I Stir Shit Up!!! <3

First Day Of Senior Year.

Hey Hey Hey. :)
So Tuesday Was Officially My Last First Day Of High School. It Was Bittersweet. :/ We Have So Many New Freshman, Its Not Even Funny. It's Pure Madness. The Bus Is Packed With Freshman. The Hallway Is Packed With Freshman. They're Everywhere Man!!! :O lol

But Yeah, Today Was Pretty Kool. My Classes Should Be Decent. I Can Tell Im Going To Really Like African Americans Studies. I'm Ready For The Discussion Groups Because We Have People In There Who Are NOT Afraid To Speak Their Minds, & That Always Makes Things More Interesting During An Discussion Or Debate.

My Lunch Is Somewhat Wack. I Need To Hurry Up & Get My Lunch Leave Pass So I Can Start Eating Other Shit Than Dominoes. Haha. & Its Packed With Too Many Freshman Anyway. Ha.

All In All, Today Was Good. I Got To See Some Amigos Again & Got The First Day Of My Last Year Over With. Life Is Good :)

Vixon*

Hot Topic Haul*

I Recently Went To Hot Topic, & Bought A Number Of Things. Just Thought I'd Share That With You. :)

Black & Blue Taper.

Simple Red Tapers

Rainbow "Pride" Chain.

Mike Jack Thriller Shirt

Black & Lime Green Backpack

Kanye Bear Shirt






Black & White Plaid Shirt




So Yeah, Thats Everything I Got. I Still Need Jeans, So I Will Def Be Back At Hot Topic Soon.

Vixon*

Hairrr*

So, I DO Remember Doing A Post On How I Was Gonna Color My Hair. I Came Back To Shot A Pic Of How Its Gonna Look. :)

I Cant Wait To Get It Done. Its Gonna Be So KUNT!! Ahhhh. & I Dare Someone To Copy After Me.

Vixon*

In My Chuckssss*

Ok, So I Dont Remember If I Blogged About Me Getting My New Black & Red All Stars, But If I Didnt, Then Here It Is. I Love These Shits. :)

Vixon*

Cussing Is A Sin...What?!

Ok, So, It Was Told To Me That Cursing Is A Sin & You Can/Will Go To Hell For It. Umm....I Have An Issue With That. Don't Get Me Wrong, I Believe In Heaven & Hell, God, Sinning & All That Good Shit, But I Cannot Believe That You Will Go To Hell For Cussing. Because, Simply Put, Cussing Is Not A Sin. No Where In The Bible Does It Say Profanity Is A Sin. No Where. If It Say It, Please Show Me! It Says Nothing About Cussing. Granted, There Are Cuss Words In It, Such As Ass, Damn, & Hell. Ass Was An Animal, The Donkey. Damn Or Damanation Is What Happens When You Do Wrong Or When You Sin & Dont Repent. Hell Is Where You Go When You Have Sinned. Now, In The Bible, It DOES Say Do Not Use The Lords Name In Vain. So Riddle Me This...Why Are The Same Ones Who Say Ima Go To Hell For Cussing, The Same Ones Who Just, Use The Lords Name In Vain? Like, Example, When Someone Says Oh My God, Or Something Like That. That Just Confused Me. How Does That Even Work Out?
Like, I Think Cussing Is Perfectly Fine. I'll Cusd Up A Storm. I Admit. But No Where In The Bible Does It Say Fck, Btch, Um...Shit. Muthafcka, Asshole, Combinations Like That Or Whatever. No Where Does It Say That Is A Sin. Cuss Words Is Something Made Up After The Bible. Part Of Speech, Ya Dig? So Where Are They Getting This From?? I Dont Fcking Know & Would Love It If Yall Could Answer That For Me. But Yeah, Thats All I Wanted/Needed To Say About Cussing & It Being Called A Sin & All That. Now With That Being Said, Go Fcking Comment My Shit & Enlighten Me. Haha, Im Out. :)

Vixon*

Oh Yeahhh!

So. Senior Year Us About To Start & I Couldnt Be Any Happier. This Is Our Year. & Im Not Taking Shit From Anyone. Ima Still Keep It 100. I Think Its About Time That I Officially Let Everyone Know That I Am Bi. Yes You Guys...I Like Girls Too. Always Have & Always Will. Get Over It. It's Time To Really Focus On Me & My Life. I Need To Surround Myself With Better & Different People. There's So Much...Fakeness [for lack of better words] At My School, Its Ridiculous. These 'Cliques' Are Ridiculous.

So, I've Got To Seperate Myself From Those Things. It's Not good For My Health. Lol. I'm Definitely Making This A Year To Remember. Doing Things Different. Make Changes. With That Being Said, A Major Change Im Gonna Make First Is My Hair. I'm Bleaching Part Of It & Dyeing It Either Pink Or Purple. It's Gonna Be Awesome! I Cant Wait. But I Gotta Wait Another Week Or So Before I Can Do It. Poo :/

I've Also Gotta Start Blogging More. I'm Also Consistent With The Blogs Then I Just Drop Off. Haha. But From Now On I Promise To Keep Yall Updated With My Life & All The Craziness Going On All Around Me.

Well, Gotta Go Now. Catch Ya Later.

Vixon*

Senior Pics :)

Hey Everyone.

I Took My Senior Pictures Yesterday & They Look Pretty Nice. :)

When I Get Them Back, I'll Upload Them For All To See.

Vixon*

Girls Girls Girls*

You Know What? I Think Deep Down I Really Am Full On Lesbian. Or On That Track. Lmao. On Some Real Shit Doe. Like, I Can Appreciate A Good Looking Guy. But I Can Have No Kind Of Real Sexual Attraction Towards Him. I Feel More That Way Towards Girls.

Every Once In A While Theres A Guy Who Can Catch My Attention. But He Has To Be THAT NIGGA & Have A Type Of Quality Of Personality That I Cant Resist.

I Havent Completely Given Up On Guys. So Babylove, Dont Worry. I'm Still My Bi Self [bahhahahahahah] But All This Studf Just Flooded Into My Mind All Of A Sudden.

Welp. Guess I'll Continue Watching Step Brothers & Tweeting. Hit Me Up On Twitter. http://twitter.com/TheVixon

Vixon*

Mixpaks New Blogger...Me!

Yayyyy. I'm Now The New Blogger For Mixpak Records :D I Really Am Happy Like Shit. Now I Can Get My Views Out More & All That Goodness. Yayyyyy. I'm Just So Happy. I Know Mixpak Aint Big Yet, But It Will Be.

The Site Is Mixpakrecords.com
Check Out The Intro

Vixon*

Yo Quiero Taco Bell*

Yoooooo. The Taco Bell Chihuahua Died! Lmao. I Mean, I Know Its Sad, But That Shit Is Funny To Me. Hahahahahahahaha. Ima Miss Her Doe. I Loved That Little Dog. Always Made Me Laugh. I Remember I Had A Stuffed Animal Version Of That Dog!! But Anyways, R.I.P. Gidget :/

Straight Priceless*

Aight. Its About Time I Did Another Highlight Spot For One Of My Niggas. The Person I Chose Was My Dudes, Priceless. Like...Dude Really Is Talented. & Im Not Just Saying That Cause He My Friend. Haha. On Some Real Shit Tho, Check Some O his Stuff Out. His Myspace Is www.myspace.com/pricelessempire Or Look Him Up On YouTube: pricelessmusik. & You Can Always Follow Him On Twitter. http://twitter.com/pricelessonline. I Promise He's Worth A Listen. :)

Here's A Lil Something From My Homie(This My Fav From Him) :

& Here's Another :




Vixon*

BillieJean*

Hey Yall :)

So, I Finally Got My Snake Today. Yayyyy! :D She Was Originally Called Stella Luna, But I Said Eff That & Renamed Her Billie Jean. & She Is The Freakin BEST! She's A Ball Python & Only A Couple Months Old. i CAnt Wait Til She Gets Bigger Man. Shes Gonna Be Awesome :D But Anyway, Heres Some Pictures Of Her. Enjoy.

Vixon*

BBM 5*

Last Night I Downloaded The New Blackberry Messenger 5, Just To See What's Up. & You Know What? That Shit Is Kinda Poppington. Now You Can Have A Picture, Share Location, There's More Smiley Choices [yay! Haha] & You Get A Barcode...? So Instead Of Entering A Pin Number, You Can Scan Another Blackberry's Barcode. Nice Huhhh? Yeahhhhh. Lol But I Just Thought I'd Let You Guys Know. I'm Going To Go Check ThisThing Out Somemore. Bye Bye For Now.

Vixon*

Piercing*

What's Poppington Everyone? :)

So. I'm Sitting Here & All Of A Sudden I Get The Idea That I Want A New Piercing. & A Fckin Awesome Piercing At That. Lol Nah, But I Want A Double Lip Piercing Or I Either Want To Get My Tragus Pierced. I'm Not Sure Yet.

Any Suggestions? Lemme Know Son! :)

Vixon*

Get At Me!

Hey Everyone :)

Just Checking In Real Quick To Say I Made A New Aim Account, So Whenever You Get Bored, Hit Me Up!

aim: dopeshxtbtch3

*Same Goes For Yahoo Messenger.

yahho:dopeshxtbtch

&&' If You Have A Blackberry, Hit Me Up On BBM. Pin:31F5DA5E

And There Is Always Twitter. Lol Http://twitter.com/thevixon

Vixon*

dakota*

Ahhhh. I Love My Truck. Its A '95 Dodge Dakota. & She Is [B E A U T I F U L]! Pow! My Best Friend Calls It Big Blue. Haha. That's My Road Dogg Tho. I Love The Sound Of The Engine, How Flecks Of Sparkle In The Paint Job, & The Badangalangin Sound System I Got In It. Ahhh, I'm In Love. <3 Lol

diamondgirls*

Hello Everyone :)
Guess What? Today My Friend Dropped A Bomb On Me... A Uber Kool Bomb. She Told Me Her & Su Prima Were Going To Open Up There Own Strip Club Sometime In December. Owwwww! I Jokingly Said I Would Like To Work For Her, & She Loved The Idea. Haha. But Then It Got Me Thinking.... Me... A Stripper? Hmmmm.

Strippers Get Good Money Son. Goodddd Money. & Easy Money At That. & It Helps You Stay In Shape [don't wanna be looking bad for the customers]. So, My Career As A Stripper Is A Maybe As Off Right Now...

& Besides...I've Always Wanted To Do Go-Go Dancing. How Much Harder Can Stripping Be? ;)

Vixon*

-Btw, This Blog Should Have Been Up Yesterday.

Lazyness*

Haha. I Should Be At Field Hockey Workouts Right Now, But I'm Way Too Tired To Go. Didn't Go To Sleep Til Around 4 This Morning. I Would Have Been A Zombie Fo Sho Out There On That Field. Haha. So Instead Of Going To Workouts, I Think I'll Just Go Get Breakfast From Somewhere & Chilllll. Might Ride Thru & See The Booski Too. :)

Vixon*

Miss Me? I Know You Did :)

Hey You Guyssss.

Just Checking In To Say Hello & Give Kisses Baby.

I Know I've Been Gone FOREVER , But It's Summer Time, & I've Been Doing A Lot Of Traveling. I Hope You Didnt Miss Me Too Much ;)

Well, Im Super Tired & Whatnot, So Im Gonna Call It A Night. I Will Def Update You All On Everything Thats Been Going On Later. Goodnighttt.

Vixon*

I'm A Rapper Now..

Ok, so you guys know I'm in Florida right at the Disney resort. so, me and the fam bam went to universal studios and adventure island yesterday and had our little fun. while walking around the park, I get a BBM from my friend, let's call him Lil J.

this is how it goes.

Lil J-Whats Good With Yew?
me-At Universal Studios, Wassup?
Lil J-What?...Yew Can Rap??

*sigh* I just started laughing at this nigga. I TOLD him I was with family earlier, but this fool thinks I'm at the Universal record label recording studio. *shakes head* Hush Nigga, Hush.

Mikey F. Baby

Florida Baby

so, I know I been ghost lately, & I'm sorry, but I was caught up in school, exams, & summer stuff, but I'm here now (:

let's start with birthdays, shall we? today is my main man Dodson, & the homie Boston birthday, so happy birthday to y'all. <3

ok, summer. itsbeen going good so far. I'm down in Florida right now with the fam bam, & today we going to Universal Studios & Adventure Island. it looks fun as he'll. I'm ready to roll OUT! lol

for part of the summer I will be back in my home, new Orleans, living it up & shit. haha. can't wait to see wht new shit been going on since I been gone.

welp, my people done walked out of there rooms, so I guess it's time to go hit up these parks, so I'll holla laterrr. (:

stay in tune with ya girl on http://twitter.com/thevixon

ciaobaby*

Mikey F. Baby

wht happened?*

MR. CED

you see tht? its MR. CED. a whole clique each letter in our group was the initial of our first name. it used to be a whole crew of us, kinda tight you know? but now? not anymore. we all kinda seperated. & the story of how is so confusing tht i would probably fall out tryna tell you. but yeah, seeing my friend dani past blog abt friends, i decided to post this. i had to dig thru old pics on the computer to find these, but eah, thts pretty much the old crew.

we were so tight....

this is all of us in dc

the 'crew'

ZEBRAnailsss*

so i decided to experiment & do my nails in a zebra design type deal.
hope you enjoy. (:



the materials i used

it matchesss (:

rihanna....naked?!?!?

yeah. so i was informed on this video thts supposed to be nude pics of a naked rihanna.
if thts really her....then dang. thts more shit added to her already drama filled life.

but yeah, check it out.

http://www.worldstarhiphop.com/videos/video.php?v=wshh4iB36MrZHZm7043q

boom boom pow!

new pics of ya girl!!

blackberry*

oh yeah!
your girl definitely got a new blackberry today too! life is just too good right now.

my pin is 31F5DA5E.
if you got bbm, hit me up (:

Mikey F. Baby

finallyyyyyy!

omg. I am so happy. I FINALLY got my license. why so happy? cause ive been waiting since september of last year for someone to take me to get my l's. everytime someone said they would they would be like 'oh well sorry. not today. next week tho...' and so the weeks passed and I remained license-less.

until today gah damn! made sure I got my shit. dang. now I don't have to depend on nobody to take me anywhere. and that's a great feeling. nigga....when im hungry , I can just ride out and get me some shit. nigga...when I'm thirsty, I can just ride out and get me some shit. nigga...when I just feel like GOING, I can finally just GO gah damn! lol lemme stop. I am acting a pure fool.

you know whts some shit tho??...I wrote this note while driving. lol

-ciao

Mikey F. Baby

prom time hoe*

prom blog-finished

so. prom is coming up, in like, two weeks, and...I am not going.

you know..to me..prom really isn't tht big a deal. I mean, it's just a big party where you get dressed up just to try and show out or whteva. and the money spent on some of the shit is ridiculous. I mean really....

and drama kinds surrounds prom too. this is like...the drama high of the year. it's kinds funny to me at times. all these people freaking out and getting mad at each other just because of prom and it's complications. I just don't get it....do you?

me and the bae were talking abt it and we just decided tht we were gonna go next year since it will be out senior year. then do it big just for the heck of it. haha. me an him have the same views on prom. nice.

now it's time to wait and see how everyything will turn out. who's going with who. wht they wearing. all tht ish. all I have to do is look on FB for all those answers because I am sure tht there will be plenty pictures and whtnot.

so have fun you guys. (:

oh and one last question...WHO HAVING THE AFTERPARTY?!? lol I will be up in THT btch...

-ciao

Mikey F. Baby

thts where you're headed*

sooooo. i was at work yesterday. and we got on the topic of gay people. and two of my co-workers were like if you gay, you going straight to hell. god didn't make it tht way. the girl tht said it was like 'if I decide to be gay one day ima just be like, well I guess I'm going to hell'. then my nigga D said something tht kinds confused me. he said 'if you a girl and you gay, then you good. but if you a dude, then you going to hell. thts just how it is'......

why is tht? some dudes are so against gay people but when they find out it's a gay girl they like oh, thts ok. ?? but didn't you just say all gay people going to hell? so wht is it? idk. I was just thinking abt tht.

I guess I'll go work on my school
work now. last day of spring break is today. ):

-ciao

Mikey F. Baby

spring break

woot woot!
spring break. finally here. yessssssssss! lol I been chilling all week. half the time with Donk. I had to work this week. ): I really didn't wanna work during spring break. not really doing anything right now but watching MANswers [one of THE most awesome shows ever].

I got a twitter account today, just to see wht all the hype was abt. not really sure abt it yet, but ok. ha. maybe it'll be as Bangalangin as they say.

I got my Suicide Girls photo book today. and for you losers who think I'm talking abt the killing suicide, smh. Suicide Girls are fckin awesome. and the photos are nice. I love the photographer, Missy Suicide. she has always done great work. you guys should check her out!!!

but yeah. I'm abt to go get something to eat, so I'll hollaaaa!

-ciao

Mikey F. Baby

burn in hell.

dang bruh.
I just found out tht this girl tht go to a neighboring high school got killed this morning. and got killed in one of the most fcked up ways.

check how homie tht lived with her burned her and then dumped her by the eno river. who the fck would do such a fcks up thing like tht? like, seriously. they need help. I'm so glad tht they got the person who did it tho. he should burn in hell.

man. it's too many people at northern high dieing at northern high. my prayers goes out to all he people there and all the fallen angels loved ones. god knows they need of. this is like the third person [tht I know of] to die there this year. this is so messed up. life is so short, and hearing bout tht only makes me realize tht even more.

man, I would hate to have to leave the earth like tht.

R.I.P. MYLIN.
look after the rest of us baby girl.

-ciao

Mikey F. Baby

Listen to the Maes Mannnn.*

aye, aye, ayeee.

so...this be the nigga Tevy Tev aka Maestrooooo bka Maes.

he is THT NIGGA! haha fo real tho.

he a great and talented friend/artist.

nigga got tht aquafina flow.

he currrently has his label/album thing going on [which i fully support] called Black Diramond Ent. homie is definielty on his grind, and i respect him for tht. i give him big ups. and i think you should support him too! his blog is http://essence-of-hipno.blogspot.com/ please go check tht out.

but yeah.

just thought id give a mini shout out to him, cause he really is tht piff.

and deserves allll the attention and so much more.

you gon be a big name one day. i believe it. keep doing wht you do big dogg.

much loveeee <3

-ciao

mikeyyyy

wht a beautiful day*

it was such a gorgeous day today. like fo real. I'm so ready for the full on spring weather.

but yeah. I went outside and chilled and started re evaluating some if my friendships. and here were some of my thoughts on some of my niggas.

Eric- bruh. you are my muthafckin bestie no doubt. I swear it seems like we known each other since we came out the womb. lol that's how fcking close we are. you always got my back, ALWAYS. and you're always there for me and I seriously appreciate tht. you is my bro bro! lol

Dani-you....you my girl. like....you be helping me out with a lot and like you you don't realize how much our friendship mean to me. I'm glad we got over our situation during freshman year [lmao] and we niggas now.

Donk-you really do play a semi big roll in my life. lol like.. we always arguing and cussing each other out, but at the end of the day we always laughing and all tht good shit. haha. I'm still mad at how you won't tell me wht the 'swipe' is tho. lol but I still care for you and thts why I get on you abt some of the things you do. just know tht.

Kidd-I don't know wht to say abt you. you're something new, and a really kool friend. but I don't know how to handle you, ya know? it's so..weird. something I can't describe, but I like it....

now, those are friends who are invloved in my life, daily [with the exception of the kidd] and tht really do play a major role in mi vida. there's so much more abt them, but I'm a lil lazy right now. lol

-ciao
mikeyyy

ducks.

ok so look.
I usually don't let females get to me. I love em too much. haha. but this one chick.....woooooooo, she irkin me. like, she really tryna get duffed out.

and thing is, it's over something dumb. I've never said anything to the girl, never done anything, never even seen her. but she always coming out the mouth with shit. and for wht reason?! she swear up and down I want her man.

sweetheart.
I don't want him.
I really don't. and I know you reading this, cause you be stalking my shit on the real. she can probably tell you who picture I commented and exactly what I said on it from two weeks ago. creeper.

and like.....this shit is just seriously angering me. I always just sit there and don't respond to the lil stuff she say. cause I know thts her way of crying out for help. but she took it too far this time.

and now this message is for you kidd: Never let a female run your life. and this is coming from a female! shit, put your fckin foot down and grab ya nuts. it makes me loose respect for you as a man when you let someone else run you like that. and you know what. ima follow wht ya status say. ok? maybe everyone will be happy in the end. and don't ever tell me to chill. I haven't done anything yet. and I probably won't do anything, cause like my nigga sheldon said 'that's her blood on your hands'. your girl blood on my hands. I'm sorry our friendship had to end like this tho. on a btch move bruh. fckin douche. I guess ill see you around sometime, eh? ha. duces my nig.

oh, and btw.
you can't want something you already have. dumb broad.

-ciao
mikey

Sent from my iPod

braid my hairrr

micros.

aye. I got my hair braided...finally! (: ill put some pics up tomorrow. but yeah, they're pretty nice. I have a killer headache tho. just popped some pills to make it go away thooooooo. hehe.

can you believe I was at the shop for twelve hours???? ughhhhhhh. the braider was late first of all, then she kept starting and stopping. it was so freaking annoying. and as much as she was on her phone, I could probably tell you her life story right now. but aye. age did a good job. lol

-ciao

Sent from my iPod

let's be real.

ok. so. I've had some people say they got issues with my blog. so wht?!?! this not for you!! this is just me speaking my mind and saying whts going on in my life.

ima keep it real in here. the fck, I'm supposed to sugar coat everything?! hell nah cuh cuh. ima tell everything thts going on. idk wht you think abt me. ill admit, some stuff I put may make me seem like, or look like a bad person, but so wht.

I gotta keep it real with my niggas. no matter wht. and thts just how it is.

'who gives a fck wht a hater got to say'-Ross

-ciao
mikey fckin baby

Sent from my iPod

wht?! free pancakes?!?!?*

yoooooo.
today was free pancake day at ihop my nigga! and let me telllll you! them shits were good. lol it was packed as hell tho.

I guess it was because at first everyone thought it was only going on from seven to ten am. so everyone pretty much skipped first period and all tht good shit and went to ihop. and then wht wherever else after.

but nahhhhhh. tht shit lasted all day. ihop a good one. giving away free good and why not. even if it is only three pancakes. lolol u still want them btches.

I was rolling with my homie dani and her bf, and we met up with everyone else there. so yeah. my morning was pretty badangalangin.

let's see.....
school was ok. I once again did my chem homework and forgot it in my book at home. and my teacher won't tryna hear tht. btch!

work was hectic! my job is right, I mean RIGHT by ihop, and since ihop was fckin packed out the ass and shit, ppl just started coming to bojangles to eat. I swear I saw everybodyyyyyy today. like fo real. it's amazing how it took some fee pancakes for me to see ppl I haven't seen in years. lmao

oooooo, and the warren kid came to visit me at work today. dude is hilarious man. with his matchin power rangers outfit. hahahaha LOL 'bloop!'

but yeah.
I'm gettin kinda sleepy and stuff so ima call it a night.
-ciao
mikeyyyy

Sent from my iPod

drakeee

um.
why the heck is everyone JUST NOW gettin up on Drake. nigga been out for a hott min. haha. I keep seeing people come out and say 'bruh check out this dude drake and blah blah blah. he new blah blah blah' mannnnnnn, Dtake been out. yall just ain't never really listened to him.

but now that you all are aware of him....tht nigga fire huh? yeah I know, I know. lol mr personally, I think he betta than weezy. or maybe is just tht I'm gettin tired of weezy and needed somethig new.

either way, Drake is tht piff right now. my fav joint of his this week would be 'Unstoppable'. thts my ish. lol but yeah. yall should keep in check with the dude. he's a keeper. haha

-ciao
mikey f. baby

kept it too real

I don't even know how it started.
but we ended up on the subject of my bf birthday [Monday] and he was like I hope you didn't forget. and I say no, it's kinda impossible cause my dad birthday is in the same day. *side note. in no way as I saying I only remembered cause it was the dame day as my dads. didn't mean for it to sound that way.

ok. so nigga goes 'damn. I don't even wanna spend my birthday with you'
what? oh, ok. it's like that? iight. that's what you want then ok then.

he getting mad cause he got the same birthday as my dad and he think ima be thinkin bout my dad while I'm with him. boy bye! get over it. it's pissing me the to off yo.

so right now as far as I'm concerned he can go and spend that birthday shit by hisself like he wanted. I got the message loud and clear when you said that I wasn't wanted by you.
haha, sucks to be you.

-ciao
mikeyyy

it is what it is

so.
the bf just said he don't wanna spend his bday with me.
word?
ok, kool then.
if that's how you feel then do you big dogg.
ha.

mikeyy

ps. my bf and dad have the same bday. how dumb.

rock rock, planet rock

hey hey hey!

i just felt like adding some pics of yours truely :D

-you catch my girl legs open, betta smash tht...

bruh.
it amazes me how easy I'm able to just take some niggas girls. like fo real. is my game and swag tht much better than yours tht I can take your STRAIGHT girlfriend from you?? nigga you must not be doing something right. lol

put this is EVERYTHING bruh, I took my nigga girl from him...and didn't even mean to. I swear. lol. or maybe it's just the girls thts straight falling for my shit. man idk. lol bruh, no lie, word on marrero, I used to dumb ass line and btch fell for it. wht line might I be talking abt?? this shit:

"ma, you looking too damn good for me to be leaving with at least a numba. I know you got a man and all but fck tht nigga. shit, they say get with it or get lost? well you need to get with it cause I'm DEFINITELY not getting lost"

why the fck did tht shit work? I sweat some girls these days be straight falling for any an everything. lmao btch gave me her number too.

but did I call? nah. just wanted to see if she was gonna give it to me or not. and see if I really could pull ol girl from her dude. I sweat I could turn a girl out. lolol

haha, lemme stop.
-ciao
mikey f. baby

-homo intended

yeah.
it's one something in the morning...and I'm fckin bored yo.
and I'm on the book.
and like...I'm seeing people commenting other people pictures and shit...and putting 'no homo' at the end of their comment cause, I guess, they think other people are gonna think it was some gay shit to say.

wht the eff?
I highly dislike when people say no homo. why oh why oh why would you write a comment if you think it sound homo..and you think other people are gonna think it sound homo too...but you didn't mean for it to be gay?
just don't say the shit if you worried bout tht!!

like. girl commented on ol girl picture..and was like 'this is cute. NO HOMO!' shit didn't even sound gay, so there was no reason for saying it. when I see 'no homo' it just make me think you meant for it to be gay. thts just how ima start thinking.

so, you know, me being me, ima start saying homo intended. haha. see how yall react to tht shit. lol can barely handle no homo, bet you gon have a heartattack with tht one. lol

bruh this just me rambling....for the heck of it. cause I'm bored. and, can't even lie, I just might be thinking bout the Warren kid.

I mean, like wht it is?
mikey

no this nigga didn't pt 2

bruh.
nigga trippin on tht DRO fo real.
idk wht the fck is wrong with him.
he done lost his muthafckin marbles bruh, on the real.
fck kiss me through the fone. nigga ill beat to ass through the fone.
like he is seriously trying me.
I have yet to say anything disrespectful to him, even tho he going on and on and fckin on with this stupid shit.
I mean according to him I'm pretty much making his life shitty and whtnot.

so my question is, why you still fckin with my good for nothing ass?

-peace the fck out
mikey f. babyyy

no this nigga didn't*

bae was definitely abt to get amped on today. I don't know wht his problem is, but o-fckin-k. so this is wht happens, beginning from when I wake up.

I get up, you know, and get ready for school then I go check my FB. got notifications, so I'm like aye, wht it is?! I look and I see tht homie done commented on my friend [we shall call him Warren] photo after me. and Warren responded to it. this is wht it says:

me-I reallllly like this one (:
bae-im glad u do
Warren-oook?

my first thought was, was tht sht really neccesary? all I did was comment in homie photo. and it won't even a body shot! it was one of those photoshopped pics, and tht aht was pretty boss, so I had to comment. so I comment back:

me-......

and Warren puts:
W-what's that about? but thanks for the nice comment mikey.

I don't even know wht tht aht was abt!!! tht was some stupid ish. ok, now fast forward to later. it's second period, and me and bae usually text during the whole period. I txt 'hey' and get no response. I get a hey back maybeeeee eight minutes later. I know, it sounds like I'm trippin off of nothing. but you gotta understand. usually he txt back quick as hell.

so I reply 'whts up?'.......and don't get a answer for a HOTT minute. so I jst think, eff it. guess he mad or don't wanna talk, so I reply, THEN he wanna reply back. this how it went:

me-ok. I guess you don't feel like talking. thts kool. deuces.
bae-wat? I'm trying not to txt in class and get in trouble. but bye *side note:nigga ALWAYS txting me in this class. wtf?!*
me-ok
bae-I can't believe you
me-wht?! wht I do?!
bae-you getting mad for no reason, but like you said, deuces.
me-I'm not getting mad for no reason. I'm not even mad.
bae-u still txting me. y?

do you KNOW I was abt to call him IN class and cuss his ass out! tht last part won't EVEN called for. in no way. so thts ok. you wanna talk like tht, I can definitely stop talking to to ass. stop txting, all tht SHiT! straight DELETE yo number out my fckin fone. ill show you the real fckin deuces. haha. nigga must not know.

but I'm not gon trip tht hard. I'm not. I refuse. my girl MoRob taught me better than tht. ima just let it all play out and see wht the fck happens.

maneeeee, this venting sht got me hungry as a mofo. I'm bout to go chow down. ill update on the SITUATION later.

-ciao
mikey

a lil shopping yo...

so I was doing some onlyne shopping at Hot Topic and checked my members list stuff, and they're having a,like, fifteen dollar off thing. you have to use this promo code tho:FEBMP1. (:
that's for anyone who likes Hot Topic.

I was also looking at some Ice Creams and the Billionaire Boys Club website, and saw some sht I liked. might have to get me some shirts and a couple hoodies, ya digg?

-ciao
mikey

seperation

oh whoa whoa.
I found out some news today.
haha

so. I was in class and my dad texts me. wait, first let me introduce my dad. he's the best...to me. I love my dad. I wish I could live with him. he lives in texas now [moved after katrina]. and he's a detective. he also has his own football team. the players are like extended fam to me.

anyways, he texts me in class. here's the convo:
padre-good morning
me-morning. (:
padre-I love you. do you love me? yes, no, maybe so
me-lol si si. te amo.
padre-ok. pay attention in class and stop txting me...monique wants you to call her when you get a chance.
me-ask her if she got my txt Tuesday.
padre- we r at different locations. a txt will work if you can't call
me-different locations?
padre-me and monique are not together right now....

monique is my stop mom. I call her mommy tho. but I was kids shocked. since when did yall seperate? wht he heck? they were still together and living together this pass summer when I visited. I was so confused. but I shouldn't be cause they been having some issues in their relationship...so ehhhh. guess it was gonna happen eventually. I still love my mommy tho (: she treats me like her own whenever I'm at my dad house. and she claims me as her own, along with my four other half brothers and sisters. but yeah, I guess tht means my dad might consider moving to NC like he said before. I hope so, cause tht would be the best. ahhhhh, I can't wait to see wht he decides.....

-ciao
mikey f baby

jailbird*

"and when I looked at him through the glass, I almost broke down. but then he said 'remain strong babygirl. ill be home before long"

today was a happy/hard day for me.
I was finally able to go visit my brother in jail. I didn't know if I'd be able to handle it or not, but I had to go.

as I drove up to the place he was in, I couldn't help but wonder 'geez, I wonder how he looks now'. I haven't seen him in abt eight months. I parked and hopped up out the jag, eager to get inside and be able to hug my big bro, and smell his scent...see his smile again.

I had to go through the whole security check and all tht and then I would be able to go to the visitation area. I waited as they went and got my bro from his cell. abt five minutes later, I hear them anounce 'visitors for larry darnell gorham jr, please come in'

I walked through the open door, ready to go run and jump in his arms. but I was instead greeted by booths, tht had glass, which on the other side sat the inmates. 'wht the FCK is this?' I thought. I followed the officer to the booth my big bro was at.

as I rounded the booth wall, I looked through the glass, and there sat D. tho he had a smile on his face, I could see the sadness in his eyes. all I could do was put my hand to the glass, trying to get as close to him as I possibly could, and semi smile back.

I sat and picked up the phone they had set up, so I could talk to him. we sat and talked...talked abt this and tht, how he was doing, how my life was going, and when he could possibly get out. 'I got five years lil sis. five years....' he said, before he started to cry. 'I'm sorry. I know I said I'd always be here for you...' was all he managed to say. 'it's ok D. ill be ok.' I said. I had to at least make him believe I was ok without him.

truth is, I'm not. my big brother...tht was my nigga! lol. man. whenever I was sad, mad, felt horrible or whteva, he was my escape and always made me feel better. but now tht he's in jail, who am I to turn to? everyday I wish he would have just left the gun alone. and then maybe he wouldn't be gone so long...

ill be counting down the days til he's out, and when I can finally be with my fav person again. for now, I guess I can just look at old pictures, think of all the good memories, and hold his daughter, my beautiful niece, close whenever I think abt him.

we all waiting for you at home D.

love, mikey. <3

new classes maneee

we started new classes today, and it was pretty interesting.
here's my schedule:
1-honors us history/avid
2-honors chemistry
3-honors pre cal
4-ap eniglish 3

yeah, I'm pretty loaded down. I van already tell im gonna have tons of work. all freakin core classes!!! my teachers are pretty kool. my English teacher is hilarious to me man. and we have a small class too. RARE!

the only thing I'm not really liking is that my third period is in a trailer. it's the worst! especially when it rains. ughhhhh.

I think it's pretty ironic how I have lunch with my ex [who we shall call Donk]. now we see each other AFTER we not together?? kinda stuff is that?

so, right now, I'm sitting at my dining room table, trying to do this homework. I just finished my chem
work, now I'm abt to start this letter I have to write for english.

oh lord! Bae just texted an said his mom ran over his foot with the car. poor baby. I'm comingggg.....

-ciao
mikey

no school/snow day

dude, we didn't have school today becuase of the snow. and tomorrow we have a two hour delay. ain't tht some shit?! lol fine with me tho.

let's see, wht did I do today....
I woke up, got on the Book for a while, chilled out all freakin day. when my mama got home, I used the car to take my niece out on a mini shoppin spree. I loved the look on her face afterwards. I got myself some threads too. ima wait til this weekend to get some more kicks.

I'm kinda in a semi pissy mood because I didn't get to see bae today. and I really wanted to gotdammit! fck. I really needed his touchtoday.

my big sis boyfriend came over. he had jst got back from DC from the inauguration. he's in the army, and was part of protection or obama. pretty neat. me and him discussed some of lupe and kanye music and all tht good shit, cause them niggasbomb as hell.

then he went home and I went to my room and talks to my MoRob on the phone or a while, til my battery deaded and cut our convo short. lol tht girl to too hilarious. she's a pretty good friend too. always got my back.

now I'm jst back on the Book talkin to a couple people and laughing at status'. some of the shit people be changing their status to is jst too damn funny. haha.

well ima go now. I'm fckin tired as hell, and I don't really feel good.
-ciao
mikeyyy

the fluffy white stuff <3

mira!

mira!

SNOWWWWWW!!!!!

i had soooo much fun playing in the snow today.

and it was even better cause bae was there to play in it with me.

gosh i love him. tht lil boy made me make a freakin snow angel. lol he picked me up and threw me on the ground and then moved my arms up and down to make the angel!! lol

i went outside with my niece and had a mini snowball fight with her too. and my brother. tried to get my friend to come out and play, but she was btching. hahaha. but oh well, she missed out. even tho she probably would have been complianing anyway cause of how cold it was outside.

but all in all, i still had fun today. i cant wait to spend tomorrow with the bae. its gonna be even better than today. i cant wait! <3

-ciao

mikeyyy

white wonderland (:

omg.

it's snowinggg!!!!
yayyyyyy. and it looks like it sticking so tht means possibly no school tomorrow. the only bad part abt the snow is tht it's messing up my cash flow. I can't go in to work today cause the roads all slippery and Ish.

nigga, nothing gets in the way of my [$$$]. ima find a way to work. even if it mean I gotta walk my way there, which is doable, seeing
as how I live abt five mintues from my job.

it's all abt the dolla dolla bills yalllllll....and the pretty snow. haha (:

I think ill get up now. I usually don't wake up this early [it's nine:twelve]. might as well. take a shower, put on some rockin winter clothes, eat, and then go see if I can find someone to play in the snow with me.

any takers??? haha
-ciao <3

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btch, I did it already!

hahahahhha.
the words of my friend/co-worker ennis.
tht nigga is jst too funny.
he definitely kept me entertained at work today. lol

for some reason the manager kept getting in his ass abt stupid sht, and talking down at him, like she was superior or something, and he didn't know wht he was doing. I don't know wht her deal was with him today. lmao sht was funny as hell tho.
gosh, ennis, you are hilarious when irritated.

anywho, today was pretty normal.
went to church, got something to eat, came home, FB'd for a while, then went to workkk, where I was then entertained.

I work at this place called bojangles [chicken joint] and we seem to get bookoo Hispanic customers. so ennis is working drive through, and this one lady pulls up to the window and starts asking him questions abt her order in rapid spanish. he, of course, is already irritated, so he is jst like 'man. idk wht the FCK she saying. Megan, you speak Spanish right? please come'

so I go to the window, and ask her wht she wants. she definitely looks at me with a serious face and says I wanted a hambuger.' [remember, this is all in spanish] so I'm like, 'lo siento. buy we don't have hamburgers' she goes 'but your menu says you do'
I'm like nahhhhh. I translate for ennis, and he jst starts laughing and says 'where does it say we have hamburgers? we got HAM BISCUITS, but not burgers.' tht cracks me up for some reason.

so I tell her then leave, cause I got customers in the front waiting, and I don't wanna lose business [ka-ching!]

there's more to the story, but ehhhhh, I'm too tired to write it. I think ill go talk to ennis now.
-ciao
<3

ching- music to my ears.

ayeeee.
pay day was yesterday, yessssss.
check was looking rightttt. haha

wht am I gonna do with tht wonderful dinero?
buy shoes? nahhhh
buy clothes? nahhhh

I'm buying sht for my violinnnn!! haha. yeah, I can digg it. since I wasn't able to do anything today [cause my freakin brother and sis were being fcktards and got me in trouble] I decided to make covers for some if my favorite songs. ill post the videos later.

I had a panic attack today cause I definitely almost stepped in my violin today. lord, tht was stressful. lol violin repairs cost man. ah well, I was thinking of gettig a new violin soon. the one I want is around $520. not bad. I was considering selling my electric one, but then reconsidered, seeing as how I do a lot of good alternative compositions with it.

well, I'm in the mood to play, so I guess ill scoot along and play til my fingers fall off. haha

-deuces
mikeyyyy

EDIT; weird

remember how I said I got this feeling tht bad was gonna happen it whtever?
well it did.
my stepdad got into a car accident abt five mintues after I wrote tht.

it's weird how I get these feelings of...anxiety [?] and nervousness whenever something bad or out of the ordinary us abt to happen.

I have a gift [or curse] I guess. ha

-deuces
mikey

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weird.

so, I'm sitting here. and something doesn't feel quite right. like, I have an uneasy feeling tht something is abt to happen. and I don't know wht it is!!

I hate when I feel like this cause something usually does end up happening. I hope nothing does tho.

well, I guess ill jst try and shake it off while u get ready for work.
-deuces

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no exam.

so. exams started today, but lucky for me, I didn't have one for the class I'm taking. hehe. so during tht three hour period, I talked, ate, slept, and played around on the computer in class.

I had fun during the second period review session today. the terrible three [me, mike, and eric] jst talked and got hype the while time. the teacher kept leaving the class for long periods of time [he does tht often].

I went home, got my skateboard, went to the skatepark and kinda jst did my thing for a while. then I came home to study for my pyschology exam. ended up falling asleep. haha.

I woke up and sketched some. I think my jacket design was pretty awesome. me encanta. I went through my closet and realized tht I needed some more awesome colorful tights. I'm tired of seeing everyone in the same black leggings.

the one outfit I'm tired of seeing on every girl is the sweater dress with black leggings and boots on. come on now, get creator with it. my twist in tht outfit would be wearing a oversized boys t-shirt [long enuff to double as a dress] with a nice design on the front. and then pairing tht with a pair of nice colored tights, and some cute boots. accesories would be a nice studded belt, to give it some flair [and make it look more like a dress], some nice bangles, and some cute bamboo or door knocked earrings. cant go wrong with those.

but enuff it my rambling.
I think ill go chat up some people on FB or something.
-deuces

sickness.

hello world.
ya girl is sickkkkkk. ):
got it from my cute lil cousin.

but anyways. even tho i won't feeling all tht well, my mom still forced me up and out of bed, and off to church. youth group was fun. we played a game.

after we went I go eat at La Hacienda, possibly one of the best mexican restaurants in the area. we to so much, the meseras [waiters] aldmready know wht drinks to bring ands wht out fav thing there is. haha

went to Burlington coat factory to buy some new heels. I shall out up pics later.
then I went home and made cupcakes, the best things ever!!!!

so, the timer jst went off and now I'm going to eat some then talking to my wonderful bae. gosh, he's the best.

deuces
-mikey out

sassy seventeen: its my birthdayyyy

January 4, 1992

yes yes yall.

its my birthdayyyyy.

ya girl has turned seventeen!! woot woot!

so...i was woken up with a happy birthday, a gift, and 'get up so we can go to church!' by the madre. the gift? some new kicks and $$$. so yeah, i was pretty happy when i first woke up. we went to church and then after, my aunt and some other fam all went out to eat in MY honor. (: ok after we're done eating, we all plan on going to my aunts house to chill and all tht and make yummy red velvet cupcakes. my fckin favorite!! so me, the madre, and my bro go to the store to get everything and all tht good stuff.

well, when we were tryna leave the store, the car wouldnt start. so the madre tried again, and the engine made a funny noise [like when it gets flooded]. then nxt thing we know, there's a kind of burning smell. so not even thinking abt it, we try and start the car again, and it works this time. yes!

we drive off and get on the road to the highway where theres this weird red light. madre plans on stopping the car butttt.....the BRAKES STOP WORKING!! omfg. we start freakin the fck out. luckily, she was in the furthest lane to the right, so she kinda of turned the wheel right so we would run into the curb on the right, and hope the car would stop. thank god, it does. it takes a while fr my mom to calm down and al tht, then she shes a jiffy lube across the street, and decides to go for it.

so she hits the gas, and kinda makes the car go seriously fast across all the lanes [ keep in mind, this is during a yellow light ] and manages to get us in their parking lot before narrowly getting hit. geez. so yeah, she calls my stepdad and he starts btching getting mad at her, acting like she was supposed to know wht to do when freakin brakes go out! WTF, are you being serious right now, like really!! thts a reason why i majorly dislike him. but anywho, we manage to get the brakes partially fixed at the place while waiting on the stepdad to come pick us up.

so (: we make it back home, and get to make my birthday cupcakes! so i was pretty happy after tht. but all in all, this day has been pretty dramatic. but hey, i made it alive! lol

im jst glad to be able to see me turning my sassy seventeen. choke on it btches =p

-mikey is outtie. deuces <3